What's Bothering You?

Not feeling good atm..

I talked to my grandma earlier before she went to work; anddd bleh.

My grandma thinks from when I had my old job, I suffered from a mini stroke due to stress and stuff? I didn’t even know you could have strokes at the age I’m at. Well, if I did have one, I guess that explains why I can’t really remember anything anymore... ;;​
 
Byleth said:
Not feeling good atm..

I talked to my grandma earlier before she went to work; anddd bleh.

My grandma thinks from when I had my old job, I suffered from a mini stroke due to stress and stuff? I didn’t even know you could have strokes at the age I’m at. Well, if I did have one, I guess that explains why I can’t really remember anything anymore... ;;​
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You can, but yeah sometimes you don't notice them until someone might point it out or you feel weird.

I have bad working memory due to my Asperger but yeah I wouldn't be surprised if me or anyone would end up with one today's society is stressful as hell
 
i think i'm ruining my chances with this guy i've been talking to for a bit!! and i can't tell if i'm doing it on purpose or not !!!! aaaaa
 
Byleth said:
Not feeling good atm..

I talked to my grandma earlier before she went to work; anddd bleh.

My grandma thinks from when I had my old job, I suffered from a mini stroke due to stress and stuff? I didn?t even know you could have strokes at the age I?m at. Well, if I did have one, I guess that explains why I can?t really remember anything anymore... ;;​
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There is testing that can be carried out to confirm that. If you suspect it see a doctor. Sometimes lifestyle changes need to be made.

It can happen at any age. My friend had one around age 20.
 
^Yeah might be a good idea to test but yeah it's not only for old people and such :3 I really hope you didn't have one though, those things are scary for sure... @Byleth

Also maan boring friday nothing on tv and i cant go sleep yet...might just play some pinball lol
 
I want to do some more stuff with my room but my lower back is hurting so much today.

I've been thinking about doing some yoga with Wii Fit but I'm binge watching the Simpsons marathon on FXX and I don't want to turn it off lol rip
 
My hair were almost completely white, no color in it after bleaching, just a slight pink at one spot but since I wanted to go for pink it's not a problem.. well. For whatever reason my hair turned pinkish purple/blue.. I didn't add any blue in the hairdye and I had no blue in my hair anymore.. pfff
 
Anxiety is killing me.

I am fearful, for no reason. I know I’m super anxious when I start to pick at my face. I haven’t stopped picking at my skin/face at all today... I feel like something bad is going to happen (I don’t know what but I think I have a good feeling on what it may be)... I’m worried my mom’s biopsy will come back positive for cancer- She was supposed to get her results today but she wanted to get them AFTER Christmas, just in case, God forbid something is wrong with her... so we play the waiting game and picking at face game until you get facial infections. I hate having anxiety. My pills don’t seem to be working for me anymore...​
 
I didn't tell my English how I felt about him. I view him as a father figure. I had a breakdown in his class and didn't do the final. I'll be taking it when I get back. But I did have a conversation with him after school. He was kind and all, but he doesn't know my emotions toward him. I did give him that letter alongside his gift this morning. He just hasn't read it yet. I guess I feel misunderstood, and I'm just containing all these feelings inside. I don't know.
 
The suspense for getting balloon tickets is killing me lmao

Also I'm wrapping gifts and I keep forgetting to put the item upside down before I wrap it lol
 
Last minute holiday shopping because family is too busy to think about what they want, but it was too early to think about it before. Hillshire Farms sausage sampler.
 
Stella-Io said:
I
Can not
****ing
BELIEVE MY MANAGER

He wakes me up to tell me to come in to work today, after he already threatened to fire me literally yesterday. ON MY GOD DAMN DAY OFF because 'we're busy'. LIKE **** WE'RE BUSY, maybe he should have made the schedule better and not **** me over this early in the morning. I'm too pissed off to deal with anyone and this complete **** today, but I'm sure he'll tell me to not come in with an attitude and get mad at me, reminding me he'll fire me. DO IT. YOU'LL DO ME A ****ING HUGE FAVOUR.
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An update on this, my manager wakes me up at 7:20am, 20 minutes after the store has opened telling me I have to come in because it's busy. 20 minutes after the store has opened. So I say I'll come in cause I really don't have a choice. When I go there at 10am, I was so pissed. The registers were not any busier then they were at 10am yesterday when I went into work. But throu out the day I'm thinking okay maybe there will be more of a rush during lunch time. There was not. I did not need to be there today, it was not busy. There was an opener, mid shift and closer for the day, nothing was out of place for shifts. Instead he wakes me up (and I really hate being waken up) at 7am, telling me lies and that I have to come in. I already had plans for today that would have been completely ruined had my dad not helped.

Not only that, but Monday I was originally off. He puts up the new schedule and makes me work Monday. Yesterday was my last day off, and I feel like my week is ruined. He didn't even TELL ME that he put me for Monday, he just did. For all he knows I could have had plans on Monday. He also made me work longer on Xmas Eve, which like **** I'm not doing. The store closes at 8pm that day and he puts me for 10pm. There is no way in **** I am staying there that late on Xmas Eve when he keeps doing stuff like this to me.

I swear to God he wants me fired, or he wants me to quit so he doesn't have to go do all the paper work. And as it turns out, he can't even just outright fire me, I have to be written up 3 times before he can fire me. I know for a fact he has written me up zero times, because I have to sign off on it. I don't know if its the holiday stress getting to him or what, but even if it is I will gladly take my happy *** elsewhere and find a new job
 
Nevermind, me just being a goof
 
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It's almost 2:20 am and again I'm just feeling bad in general. I feel so bad for myself, wishing that things could be different. I don't even want to go to see family for Christmas, I'm too mentally and emotionally overwhelmed to handle even the amount of stimulation I've been giving myself.


I almost need to just spend a week sitting in a dark room with some music and nothing else.
 
Oldcatlady said:
i spent so much money this month TT___TT
mostly on going out & getting christmas gifts
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Know that feeling! This time of year is just so expensive! My bank account is looking sad and a quarter of December's paycheck is going straight to my credit card. 😂😂
 
Don't particularly fancy staying at the vets all over Christmas, mind you with having a poorly dog I might just have to :(
 
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