What's Bothering You?

i thought I'd met all my deadlines for the week and was going to have a chill day but instead my teacher has decided she'd like to see a draft of my presentation by midday today instead of in a week and a half's time like she said previously..
 
I have to start loading up my stuff back into the SUV since I'm moving bacj to my dorm on Saturday but man it was soooo difficult to move out back in November, plus i brought so much of my stuff back with me that it may take a whole to get resettled in there :(
 
also found out my contact person at this place is gonna quit. big stinky poo poo cause i really liked her, hope i get a good new one!
 
I love the winter...but, I'm ready for it to be spring. The wood-burning stove is making me nervous these days. Burning too hot for too long, and the pipe is getting dirty. But, it's our main source of heat...so, I just sleep with one eye open...hoping nothing bad happens. Definitely looking forward to sleeping with the windows open and without worry.
 
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I only need two more feathers to have an all feather lineup but I'm too poor to buy any more lol 😔


also I just gave my dog a bath and I was gonna take a shower right afterward since the humidity destroyed my hair but we ran out of hot water cause we've been needing a new hot water tank for like 12 years lmaoo 🙃🙃
 
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literally was just talking to my mom about how I hadn't started my period in like a month and a half and this morning BAM it's here. literally on the day I have to move my stuff into my dorm 🙃
 
had the worst day of work ever yesterday. get called in today. have to work 10 hours tomorrow.
 
Nothing is fine. I lost half of my supposed friends. I feel as though my sanity is spiraling downhill. I try so hard to pay attention and be the perfect girl, but I cry every night into my pillow. I can't pay attention in class, because I have a terrible case of ADHD. The teachers say, "Just pay attention!" I can't. I try so hard. I don't understand. My parents are being supportive, but they're neglecting Tokki, and she deserves more. I feel as though I'm a burden. But, lately it's been getting better... kind of. I mean, my parents got the vaccine! At least, things will go back to normal soon.
I don't even know what normal is anymore.
 
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