What's Bothering You?

I'm supposed to read a book for history but ugh I hate reading so much, school year literally just started like a week and a half ago and I'm already suffering lmao šŸ™ƒ

it wouldn't be so bad except this is Sunday afternoon and I'm suppose to have the book read and answer questions with paragraph-length answers by Tuesday at 9am. basically I'm screwed.

Is there an audio book version of it available? It might be tricky to find one short notice (sometimes libraries have audio books though!) but it might help. I find if thereā€™s a book Iā€™m really not getting along with an audio book can help. Iā€™ll listen to it and read with the physical copy to try and stop my mind from wandering so much šŸ˜…
 
My brain wants to question if i'm really aromantic again aaaah

Also I cant get this dumb audition dance right, and it's due in less than a month .-.
 
This website has left a bad taste in my mouth. All I ever wanted to do was the start over with a new account but nope. Apparently mods on this site don't like when you make alternate accounts. How was I suppose to know that? Almost every website I go to allows this. Why do I have to feel restricted to one account? Why can't I deleted this account and make a new one? What it the problem of not allowing me to star tover with a new account. The first account I made was "iamjohnporter67" with a different email address but apparently I got banned since they found out it was an alternate account.

The 2nd account "RoxasFan25" was banned because they once again they found it was an alternate account. I was forced to make these accounts but apparently this website doesn't allow that. I am so baffled and appalled that a website like Bell Tree Forums seems to police people on what they do with their accounts. While I understand there is the issue of "gaining the system" people are suppose to have the right to make accounts. It was my choice to delete his account but apparently they couldn't do that, so I had to make a new account but of course I got banned because I didn't know having that was against the rules when in reality almost every website allows you to do that. Could you imagine if Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube did that?

I had my time on this website discussing topics and commenting on forums just to express how I feel about Animal Crossing New Horizons and its been a fun run but for now I am not going to be using this site any longer. This is the straw that broke the camels back. All I wanted was a fresh restart only to be banned. I am going to move away from this site and never come back again. I tried being more opened minded but its clear to me that this website feels too restrictive and unfair.
Hey there, just came to say I got banned back in August for the same thing. I actually cried cause I had been using my new account for months lol. Just letting you know so you don't feel so bad, others have made the same mistake. You can still see my old "TheodoreCottontail" account frozen in time. I was really salty at first and reacted the same way you are, but eventually I had to realize the mods don't make the rules. They have no choice but to stay neutral and reinforce the same rules for everybody. It feels weird defending the mods cause I was SO MAD when it happened. Especially since they don't warn you. They just ban you in the middle of the night and let you figure it out for yourself. It still really stinks though cause I was left with a sense of no longer feeling welcome to the website.

If you ever wanna talk more about your ban, feel free to message me.
 
Hey there, just came to say I got banned back in August for the same thing. I actually cried cause I had been using my new account for months lol. Just letting you know so you don't feel so bad, others have made the same mistake. You can still see my old "TheodoreCottontail" account frozen in time. I was really salty at first and reacted the same way you are, but eventually I had to realize the mods don't make the rules. They have no choice but to stay neutral and reinforce the same rules for everybody. It feels weird defending the mods cause I was SO MAD when it happened. Especially since they don't warn you. They just ban you in the middle of the night and let you figure it out for yourself. It still really stinks though cause I was left with a sense of no longer feeling welcome to the website.

If you ever wanna talk more about your ban, feel free to message me.
Thank you. Its nice to know I'm not the only one that feels this way.
 
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I honestly hate stan Twitter sm mainly bc all the armys, I posted smth about them and this army found it and I wanna go priv now bc they keep replying making stupid points

i also now have a fear of accounts with a little 7 in their name
 
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I was really hoping to get a lot of studying done this weekend but I spent majority of it under the weather...I guess it could be for worse reasons but still just annoying. Hopefully next weekend I get to be more productive. ~__~;
 
i want a pave collectible!!! jk i don't care about that

i feel like i'm gonna pass out, my head hurts so much and i haven't eaten today, for some reason i won't allow nyself to eat and i just feel even more sick because of it šŸ˜‘
but it's like 12am so it's too late to get food anyway
 
SPRING CAN NOT COME FAST ENOUGH!!!

i love love love winter, but i want to see flowers and PLANT FLOWERS and grow cat grass for my mom's cat and see baby animals and for it to be warm and uuuugh
 
i know that iā€™m a stranger but iā€™m here for you. iā€™ve been exactly where you are and still find myself there sometimes and know just how awful feeling like that is. if you need someone to talk to, my pms are always open. <3
thank u so much, xara. sorry for the late reply - but i may take u up on that. tysm friend.
 
Iā€™ve been really sick for weeks now (I have been tested and itā€™s negative dw) with awful fevers so Iā€™ve been feeling unproductive. Also just decided last night to have an anxiety attack instead of sleeping so I am very tired. My anxiety can be unbearable. Also not sure if my brother is going to live until next year, so much is stressing me right now and I am terrified.
 
Iā€™ve been really sick for weeks now (I have been tested and itā€™s negative dw) with awful fevers so Iā€™ve been feeling unproductive. Also just decided last night to have an anxiety attack instead of sleeping so I am very tired. My anxiety can be unbearable. Also not sure if my brother is going to live until next year, so much is stressing me right now and I am terrified.

:( iā€™m sorry that youā€™re having a rough time. i know that we donā€™t really know each other but i hope you feel better soon and iā€™ll keep you and your brother in my thoughts. <3
 
:( iā€™m sorry that youā€™re having a rough time. i know that we donā€™t really know each other but i hope you feel better soon and iā€™ll keep you and your brother in my thoughts. <3
Thank you very much, this means a lot. Hopefully, with time I will be able to start to find ways to keep it under control.
 
Have a potential job opportunity coming up(nothing done/clear yet) , but I've no idea if I can combine it with my current work and do that cause they would probably wonder since I have 3 months deal with my current work and idk how I would quit šŸ™ƒ
 
ā€œIt makes me feel ashamed to be your motherā€ my mom says when she sees a few things lying around in the office room thatā€™s off to the side for Valentineā€™s Day. Sure, you have around 50 pairs of shoes sitting around in the garage and around over hundreds upon hundreds of clothing that you impulsively bought that are just sitting in your closet. Theyā€™re in there and I never step in there, just like the Valentineā€™s goods were off to one side in an office you never step into unless you need to print out something.

ā€I need you to be positive for me or I will go crazyā€ thereā€™s nothing wrong with having a healthy mindset, I just feel burdened when my mom is going through a lot of things in life that I have to do certain things for her sake. Iā€™ve been honest, helped around the house, tried showing my gratitude and if I do one thing out of line all of the sudden Iā€™m the traitor.
 
ā€œIt makes me feel ashamed to be your motherā€ my mom says when she sees a few things lying around in the office room thatā€™s off to the side for Valentineā€™s Day. Sure, you have around 50 pairs of shoes sitting around in the garage and around over hundreds upon hundreds of clothing that you impulsively bought that are just sitting in your closet. Theyā€™re in there and I never step in there, just like the Valentineā€™s goods were off to one side in an office you never step into unless you need to print out something.

ā€I need you to be positive for me or I will go crazyā€ thereā€™s nothing wrong with having a healthy mindset, I just feel burdened when my mom is going through a lot of things in life that I have to do certain things for her sake. Iā€™ve been honest, helped around the house, tried showing my gratitude and if I do one thing out of line all of the sudden Iā€™m the traitor.

no offence but iā€™m gonna fight your mom. her saying that sheā€™s ashamed to be your mother is just,, disgusting :/. iā€™m sorry you have to deal with that.
 
Okay, wow I'm very sorry I can't spend my money eating outside lunch every day when I work and I can't do it really, 100 bucks a month total basically(I haven't spent that yet but it's like... bruh). I do appreciate the social company but it's "boring" cause i don't exactly live at home for free and I don't like spending my money on food cause that's all I do regardless. Jeez people don't be such a pressure or whatever, grr.
 
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