What's Bothering You?

It bothers me when people shame me for not knowing something, especially when it’s really moot crap like a tv trope term.

Oh this really bothers me too. It's so frustrating and unnecessary! If I don't know something you could always just... politely tell me? Why do you have to be rude about it? I'm sorry that happened to you though. 💕
 
I deeply relate to that one tweet that said that weekends are just 30-minute breaks in a 5 hour shift. It really feels like a spit in the face when my professors say "go outside and have fun!" after assigning lots of work over the weekend. In fact, I have already felt too burnt out to do anything when the weekend is here.
 
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drove my car to campus and my dog threw up twice, and now he's stuck st my dorm w my dad and brother cause I had to get a covid test and I have to sit here for 15 minutes and wait til they get the results and then ANOTHER 10 minutes to get me checked in and get back to my dorm

I also got here like 3 minutes after they stopped doing checkins, luckily they still took me in

why me 🙃🙂🙃🙂
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also just found out that Chick Corea died a few days ago and I'm really upset now 😔😔
 
my mental health is getting as bad as it was a year ago. i can feel it. i'm so alone, dude. i don't even reach out to anyone anymore. i don't have the heart. but for the people who see me posting (on other social media) and choose to gloss over me basically falling apart - when, whenever i see them struggling, i always message them to ensure they are fine - i hope they eventually come to know that i feel sickened. i don't want attention. i don't want someone to fret over me, or put the spotlight on me. i just want someone to say "i'm here for you" so that i feel like i'm not alone in this. for 3 weeks i have felt like i am completely and utterly alone. and normally i would enjoy it, but when i feel like i'm not welcome anywhere, and nowhere feels like home, it's hard. i don't even feel like i can really post my true thoughts to social medias anymore because i feel like every eye is scrutinizing me... every eye is judging, pushing me deeper into the dirt. i need to start over or something.. i wish i could go back to being ten years old before things got bad and i would change every action i ever did, really. because how the hell did i EVER land up here. how did i ever land up here in this pool of misery with no way of getting back out?

i know that i’m a stranger but i’m here for you. i’ve been exactly where you are and still find myself there sometimes and know just how awful feeling like that is. if you need someone to talk to, my pms are always open. <3
 
It is so busy at work this weekend since it's a long weekend and it's Valentine's and blah blah blah, this stresses me out enough in any normal time but even more so now because covid cases are still pretty dang high around where I live. Absolutely nothing my store sells is essential, people could just stay home but no 😑
Better be putting on my happy face for the customers though.

I really need to get out of retail and I've been trying for YEARS but I can't get any job anywhere else because all my job experience is retail. I'm sure I've already ranted about this before but I'm ranting again because this day is stressing me out so much.
 
I hate getting pre-period cramps for a couple of days/a week or two before my period actually begins. Like damn could ya hurry this up and just come already? I'm going to have worse cramps when it finally does happen anyway. What's even worse is AFTER period cramps. Are you serious? I'm not even on it anymore and my body STILL wants to cramp???

Also I think my boss got mad at me today for somethin. She asked me if I got the 'three boys like I asked' (dogs) and because I do not know nearly ANY of the dogs names, what gender they are, who their parent is, and also which dogs go together ect... I asked what boy. She made a noise then told me to go ahead and sign out/leave work for the day. I was asked to stay a bit longer from someone else to help out. Like, sorry that 'three boys' is incredibly vague🤷‍♀️ I did give a group of 3 boy dogs back to their owner but I think she was referring to another group of 3 boy dogs? Like? Could you not just tell me their names? Or even breed?? I also don't remember her asking me to get a group of 3 boys so I'm guessing she must have asked me and I didn't hear it. I usually always answer back a question so if I didn't answer then I prob walked out of the room right as she said it, and her doing her thing didn't realize I left.

It's such a stupid thing but the way she reacted about it just made me mad.
 
Alright, I'm here at the library. I'm here to focus on my French homework. I'm tying this out because I will not let myself get bothered over this anymore. Feelings are valid, and while I do have feelings for him, he's already happily seeing somebody else. As a good and decent friend of his, I'd rather him be happy. So, while I may weep and moan, that's just life. I guess it'll take some time for me to get over it, but I need to control myself and not let my emotions get the best of me. I mean, he didn't do anything wrong - don't take it out on him. Just be happy that he's happy. Again, there are plenty of people out there.

Sigh. Relationships, man. I'll be going offline after this to work on my studies, but can anyone send me some pics with hot guys in 'em? Just in case I hop back on here still thinking about him. Thanks in advance.
 
Something happened tonight, it's long and stressful. I don't have the energy to type it out but I'm just done with trying to have real "friends."
 
This website has left a bad taste in my mouth. All I ever wanted to do was the start over with a new account but nope. Apparently mods on this site don't like when you make alternate accounts. How was I suppose to know that? Almost every website I go to allows this. Why do I have to feel restricted to one account? Why can't I deleted this account and make a new one? What it the problem of not allowing me to star tover with a new account. The first account I made was "iamjohnporter67" with a different email address but apparently I got banned since they found out it was an alternate account.

The 2nd account "RoxasFan25" was banned because they once again they found it was an alternate account. I was forced to make these accounts but apparently this website doesn't allow that. I am so baffled and appalled that a website like Bell Tree Forums seems to police people on what they do with their accounts. While I understand there is the issue of "gaining the system" people are suppose to have the right to make accounts. It was my choice to delete his account but apparently they couldn't do that, so I had to make a new account but of course I got banned because I didn't know having that was against the rules when in reality almost every website allows you to do that. Could you imagine if Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube did that?

I had my time on this website discussing topics and commenting on forums just to express how I feel about Animal Crossing New Horizons and its been a fun run but for now I am not going to be using this site any longer. This is the straw that broke the camels back. All I wanted was a fresh restart only to be banned. I am going to move away from this site and never come back again. I tried being more opened minded but its clear to me that this website feels too restrictive and unfair.
 
literally was just talking to my mom about how I hadn't started my period in like a month and a half and this morning BAM it's here. literally on the day I have to move my stuff into my dorm 🙃
Common if you are stressed/suffering/skips on stuff etc. but yeah period big stinky poo poo indeed.
 
I'm supposed to read a book for history but ugh I hate reading so much, school year literally just started like a week and a half ago and I'm already suffering lmao 🙃

it wouldn't be so bad except this is Sunday afternoon and I'm suppose to have the book read and answer questions with paragraph-length answers by Tuesday at 9am. basically I'm screwed.
 
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