What's Bothering You?

i’m incredibly lightheaded and my cat’s hiding under my bed because of the storm. **** me.
 
i met this guy and i love talking to him but our timezones are super different (he’s 8 hours ahead) and i barely get to talk to him unless i stay up super late or wake up really early ughhh
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HE JUST TEXTED ME
 
i’m incredibly lightheaded and my cat’s hiding under my bed because of the storm. **** me.
:( I hope you feel better soon 💜. Poor kitty too. give her hugs for me when she comes out 💜
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I really am bothered by something and wish there was a way to hide from it.

Messed up on a raid run that i picked double stamina in a game I’m playing just because i bumped the screen with my finger (it is a game that requires you to tap the screen).
 
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It’s 10 degrees cooler than it was a few days ago, but my apartment is still sweltering. That’s what I get for living on the third floor…

Also I’m worried that I make people uncomfortable by my presence. Due to my mild autism I usually can’t pick up those signals.
 
It’s 10 degrees cooler than it was a few days ago, but my apartment is still sweltering. That’s what I get for living on the third floor…

Also I’m worried that I make people uncomfortable by my presence. Due to my mild autism I usually can’t pick up those signals.

Hey! I just want to let you know I’m not uncomfortable by you. I need some space right now because I’m dealing with a lot of depression. That is why I am not replying right away. I will say I am not used to being flooded by questions and it gets a bit overwhelming but I know you’re just being friendly. Sorry if I made you feel bad.
 
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We had to get McDonald's for dinner because of a power outage preventing us from cooking dinner, and oh man, I'd forgotten how awful this food was?? After a large order of fries, I still feel like I haven't eaten anything, but also I feel vaguely sick now too, as a little bonus. Blegh.
 
fireworks again. they sound like freaking gunshots.

I keep passing out or coming close to passing out. I think going downstairs with all of those cases of pops might have done it. For the first time in a long time I had trouble breathing; but never from going down the stairs. I do know I am not in shape. I was hoping to start drawing today but I feel so drained. I might’ve grinded my teeth since now my jaw hurts really bad but I can’t take any medicine since I took it not too long ago for a headache.

Kinda creeped out by something.
 
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Kind of feels like my life is at a dead end lately. Not sure why things have to always change and then become like… this, but I miss how things used to be.
 
i met this guy and i love talking to him but our timezones are super different (he’s 8 hours ahead) and i barely get to talk to him unless i stay up super late or wake up really early ughhh
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I used to have a friend from a timezone like that. I would always have to stay up super late so we could get the time to get some fun online games in, but dang was work in the morning always rough. I do miss those times when we used to game, even though I never looked forward to the morning. So I get what you mean @Midoriya

Sometimes I wish I could hop back to those times and get one last game in with them.
 
Maybe I’m in the minority, but I really do not like fireworks. My rabbits are both getting upset and I have to listen to the booms for weeks. They smell, probably cause a lot of pollution and litter. I’m not even sure what they do to the birds, but I’m sure it can’t be good for them either. I like the big ones in the sky sometimes, but the ones you light yourself are pretty pointless. They make more noise than anything, I’m pretty sure the only reason for their existence is so people can blow stuff up.
 
Maybe I’m in the minority, but I really do not like fireworks. My rabbits are both getting upset and I have to listen to the booms for weeks. They smell, probably cause a lot of pollution and litter. I’m not even sure what they do to the birds, but I’m sure it can’t be good for them either. I like the big ones in the sky sometimes, but the ones you light yourself are pretty pointless. They make more noise than anything, I’m pretty sure the only reason for their existence is so people can blow stuff up.

I don’t like them either thanks to the neighborhood that had to be built behind us 😡. I hate firecrackers too. I hear them all year round holiday or not. I found out it is supposedly still illegal to shoot them when it isn’t a holiday and we have noise ordinances but guess what, no one enforces crap here. oops sorry. I was just saying I agree with you and their existence.
 
I don’t like them either thanks to the neighborhood that had to be built behind us 😡. I hate firecrackers too. I hear them all year round holiday or not. I found out it is supposedly still illegal to shoot them when it isn’t a holiday and we have noise ordinances but guess what, no one enforces crap here. oops sorry. I was just saying I agree with you and their existence.
We just got a no fireworks before holidays ordinance and a lot of people are complaining about “losing their rights.” (More like the right to be obnoxious) I guess they’re actually enforcing it here since I haven’t heard the usual pre-holiday tests.
 
Want to preface that I have a therapist and am not a danger to myself. I am struggling tonight and just need a bit of an outlet. But I will be okay. Put it behind a spoiler just in case. Anyway:
I think I like myself. Or at least I feel I have embraced myself and what I am. I like being alone with my thoughts. I like thinking about how my mind works, and how I feel, and having strong opinions, and expressing my opinions (in situations that do not make me too anxious). I am kind of a know it all.

but I also feel just these moments of such deep deep self loathing sometimes, and more than usual this past we. Usually after interacting with others ‘too much’ (what is too much changes). It is such a terrible dark feeling, like a heavy sinking weight inside.

And I don’t know what to do about it.
If you're not looking out for yourself, who is?
 
What a nice restock, you clearly just filled up stuff already in stock 😂 Or you just did the announcement late.
 
Maybe I’m in the minority, but I really do not like fireworks. My rabbits are both getting upset and I have to listen to the booms for weeks. They smell, probably cause a lot of pollution and litter. I’m not even sure what they do to the birds, but I’m sure it can’t be good for them either. I like the big ones in the sky sometimes, but the ones you light yourself are pretty pointless. They make more noise than anything, I’m pretty sure the only reason for their existence is so people can blow stuff up.
I don't like them either.

I think they're dangerous and shouldn't be sold to the public plus one of my cats hates them and it's not nice watching her hide behind the sofa for a few hours when they go off in my neighbourhood. I also don't like how so many supermarkets here in the UK sell them in the Autumn in time for Bonfire Night and New Year's Eve and that the age limit to buy them is only 18 years and above. Personally I think if you want to see a fireworks display you should go to a professional one and not in someone's back garden where they have the potential to do some real damage when not handled correctly. They're essentially small explosives that just happen to look pretty when they explode in the night sky.
 
- I literally can't feel the fingers on my right hand anymore, like.. very very slightly and it annoys me so much. Guess I will try the stabilizing thing for the wrist, apparently it helps. I hope so, because it's painful and annoying U-U

- I bought a Tamagotchi from someone and this person seems to be really.. well, not the highest IQ, let's just say it like that.
I asked to send it by letter and if it's okay for 20€ in total, she says yes. Then she sends me her informations and says "Don't forget to add the shipping costs!" so I'm like, whatever I will just ask her how much it is and send it, 2€ more won't hurt me. She asks me to check it myself and then send the money.. once she got the money, she asks where I found a package for 2€ and that she doesn't want to pay for the shipping costs.. I told her at least 3 times that I want it sent by letter and she always said ok.. -_-
Now she said she printed the thing to send it, but she ignores me now for the tracking number that I demanded her to do.
I guess I just lost 22€ 😌
 
so annoyed right now and my jaw still hurts from falling asleep without my mouth guard (assuming j grinded my teeth). head has been throbbing for awhile. going to sleep now and hopefully I’ll forget about being annoyed and embarrassed but still learned my lesson (which I have). not really looking forward to having family over since it messed up my schedule more than my schedulr already is. :/ and my dad gets extremely anxious and lashes out at my mom and me more than usual, not to mention my sister and dad both gang up on me if one of them is being annoyed by me or if I saw something stupid. and also, still dealing with depression so i really need space.
 
- I bought a Tamagotchi from someone and this person seems to be really.. well, not the highest IQ, let's just say it like that.
I asked to send it by letter and if it's okay for 20€ in total, she says yes. Then she sends me her informations and says "Don't forget to add the shipping costs!" so I'm like, whatever I will just ask her how much it is and send it, 2€ more won't hurt me. She asks me to check it myself and then send the money.. once she got the money, she asks where I found a package for 2€ and that she doesn't want to pay for the shipping costs.. I told her at least 3 times that I want it sent by letter and she always said ok.. -_-
Now she said she printed the thing to send it, but she ignores me now for the tracking number that I demanded her to do.
I guess I just lost 22€ 😌

I'm so sorry, those shipping idiots are so annoying D: I hope you can solve it!
 
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