What's Bothering You?

acid reflux wont go away d: i should probably see a doctor (honestly i think i need a few different doctors for all different reasons. im pretty overdue on medical care), but im still on my parents insurance and they have crazy high deductibles since they dont go to doctors. i need to get inusrance for myself that is actually usable
 
My bus didn’t show up this morning because it broke down and then once it was fixed couldn’t be bothered to serve the rest of the stops on route. So now I’ve had to waste a days holiday because I’ve got no other option to get to myself to work. What’s even more annoying is for the last 18 months the service has been impeccable because it was running separate services for both the public and college students due to the pandemic.

However the bus company has now decided that the pandemic no longer exists and it’s okay for potentially unvaccinated students and the public to mix making the bus services busier than normal resulting in COVID levels potentially increasing in the coming weeks. Oh and this on top of wearing masks and staying socially distant optional to the individual meaning most people don’t bother doing either. 😠
 
was doing the dishes while listening to music from my iPhone speaker but when the next song came on, the speaker kinda just.. died? now when I try to play music on my phones speaker, it sounds worse than the sound quality of music that plays when you're waiting to talk to a customer service person on the phone.
It is a really old iPhone though, a 5s I believe. I guess it's impressive that the speaker lasted even this long. Just sad that new iPhones are so expensive and physically big like how am I gonna fit that thing in my pocket
Sigh
 
heard back from streamily and they have no clue why my emails did not go through. they did tell me that special instructions cannot be changed once the order is put through and it says in the faqs. Why couldn’t they put that in the form? And really still upset even though I got an answer now since I’ve been stressing out over this since i sent my first email.The print was limited and the last limited print they did ran out almost right away so not knowing how fast this one would run out i felt pressed for time. and i thought i knew what i wanted but honestly had no idea what kind of requests the vas would do so as the signings went on it just killed me thinking about my request. this print was supposed to be really special since it was a present for a special occasion but this whole mess was a nightmare and while i am grateful with it being signed, seriously really annoyed at myself and more so at streamily.

my mom wonders what i am so mad at about and said she thought it was over and done with. anxiety doesn’t work like that. i am so pissed right now and that did not help.

Bothered still by a bunch of other things


Depressed too about my personal situation. hopefully getting tested for something in november will help open the way up to improving my situation. Regretting so much of my life and decisions.
 
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Interview today went terribly and I don't even want to go to martial arts tonight anymore. I'm depressed and miserable af. I don't feel like doing anything. I'm just lying on my bed, existing.
 
heard back from streamily and they have no clue why my emails did not go through. they did tell me that special instructions cannot be changed once the order is put through and it says in the faqs. Why couldn’t they put that in the form? And really still upset even though I got an answer now since I’ve been stressing out over this since i sent my first email.The print was limited and the last limited print they did ran out almost right away so not knowing how fast this one would run out i felt pressed for time. and i thought i knew what i wanted but honestly had no idea what kind of requests the vas would do so as the signings went on it just killed me thinking about my request. this print was supposed to be really special since it was a present for a special occasion but this whole mess was a nightmare and while i am grateful with it being signed, seriously really annoyed at myself and more so at streamily.

my mom wonders what i am so mad at about and said she thought it was over and done with. anxiety doesn’t work like that. i am so pissed right now and that did not help.

Bothered still by a bunch of other things


Depressed too about my personal situation. hopefully getting tested for something in november will help open the way up to improving my situation. Regretting so much of my life and decisions.

so sorry for you! What you say about anxiety is so true. Some of the worst anxiety is when it is after the fact and you ‘know’ you should just stop worrying cause there is nothing else you can do, but you can’t 😣

sending you well wishes and hoping you feel better soon (but no pressure)

sorry your mom made things more frustrating.


as for me - worried about having to go on my first work trip since my baby was born, and frustrated because two coworkers were criticizing part of my job to one of my teammates, who is also someone I supervise and mentor. I know I can address their complaints and that I am doing my job, and my supervisor fully supports me, but it is so annoying that they can’t be adults (none of us are kids and these two women are in their 30s/ 40s) and instead have to indulge in this petty gossiping.

like going to work during a pandemic, etc. isn’t enough, why do that have to make it more unpleasant.
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Also I'm done with my part time job but now I don't really know where to work now that I finished working a shift.
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Ugh, that happened to me before as well. Were they wired earbuds or the wireless? If they’re wireless, they may just need recalibrated. I try to be careful with my wireless earbuds because they are some off brand ones I bought on a site.
 
Ugh, that happened to me before as well. Were they wired earbuds or the wireless? If they’re wireless, they may just need recalibrated. I try to be careful with my wireless earbuds because they are some off brand ones I bought on a site.
They are wired, and I'm not really sure how you'd fix them, so I'll probably just check my local Walmart or target and see if they have new ones
 
Interview today went terribly and I don't even want to go to martial arts tonight anymore. I'm depressed and miserable af. I don't feel like doing anything. I'm just lying on my bed, existing.

I slept for the rest of the day and now my day is wasted and ruined. There's no point in trying in anything anymore.
 
Honestly, I'm not really all that sure. I just feel worried and anxious about something, but there's nothing to be anxious and worried about. It sucks, but all I can do is just hope it'll go away tomorrow
 
I miss feeling strong emotions. While my medication does a great job at lessening my anxiety it also makes me feel nothing. I don’t get pleasure or fazed from anything. It’s nice not being depressed all the time, but I miss those highs. At this point I just post here out of habit. The only things that genuinely bother me anymore is this dilemma and my boredom. Otherwise I’m overwhelmingly neutral.
 
So I sat in my Ute and cried at work for the first time since starting this job. I’m surprised I haven’t broke down like this sooner tbh as I'm usually a nervous wreck. I was frustrated and stressed and just needed to let it out. Thank God no one was really around otherwise I'm p sure all my male coworkers may think I'm a typical overly emotional women (for context my division at work is 100% men who have probably never worked with a women before lol). This project has had everything possibly go wrong, and I have made some mistakes that have costed us as well. I guess I know what not to do for next time. I haven't been eating or sleeping properly which makes me feel even worse.

I really wanted to do well on this job to try to prove myself but it's just not going to happen :(
 
Although I'm beyond happy that my dad is finally home safe, I feel awful tonight
Even though we've already had the funeral, it just *really* hit me when dad got home that mom won't be coming home

I've literally been crying for hours, but at the same time, I feel better than when I was feeling nothing, because that made me feel like I didn't care about her even though it was just my brain protecting me from trauma

tl;dr: I really miss my mom and feel awful tonight
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Way too common with wired ones, that's always the first thing that happens if they break (unless, like the cord go into pieces). You just have to get new ones, idk how many pairs I've had throughout the years because of that :/ As a side note, I hate how they more or less only sell those in-ear wired ones these days rather than those "old school" a la wired iphone "shell" ones that just fits perfectly on your ear, lol.
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Also i should probably use the name change thing I bought ages ago, lol.
 
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