What's Bothering You?

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I hate event Pokémon.
 
They've always handled distro bad sadly, but, yeah damn I'm sorry :(
Yeah, it only bothers me because I just got Sword and Shield not long ago, so not being able to complete this one possibly uncompletable part of the game just bugs me. I highly doubt there'd be any more distros, considering how Diamond and Pearl remakes are soon to be released.
 
Yeah, it only bothers me because I just got Sword and Shield not long ago, so not being able to complete this one possibly uncompletable part of the game just bugs me. I highly doubt there'd be any more distros, considering how Diamond and Pearl remakes are soon to be released.
Yeah, I gotcha. and yeah probably not considering how they do it very seldom unless it's for Japan *rolls eyes*
 
Man, Dynamax Adventure can be stressful sometimes, especially because you have to think on your feet and improvise, knowing almost every Pokémon and their moves and typesets. It's not like the normal Max Raid dens where I could at least pick my own specialized and well-built team that helps compensate for any mistakes I make.

So I was in this Max Raid/Dynamax Adventure hunting MewTwo, right? And I accidentally used Taunt for the last remaining portion of his healthbar because that jerk keeps Recovering. I mean, sure, I should've predicted that he would do that and just use Taunt from the very beginning - but it just slipped my mind, okay?! Like MewTwo having "Recover" wasn't exactly the first thing that popped into my mind. I go into a Legendary Pokémon battle like this, especially against a psychic Pokémon, the first thing in my mind is just to hit that dark type move as hard as I can. I'm not an experienced competitive user, so using Taunt is often secondary for me.

Thank god there's no chat in Dynamax Adventure, because I swear to god, the things they'll say to me after seeing how I play. lol Man.
 
Man, Dynamax Adventure can be stressful sometimes, especially because you have to think on your feet and improvise, knowing almost every Pokémon and their moves and typesets. It's not like the normal Max Raid dens where I could at least pick my own specialized and well-built team that helps compensate for any mistakes I make.

So I was in this Max Raid/Dynamax Adventure hunting MewTwo, right? And I accidentally used Taunt for the last remaining portion of his healthbar because that jerk keeps Recovering. I mean, sure, I should've predicted that he would do that and just use Taunt from the very beginning - but it just slipped my mind, okay?! Like MewTwo having "Recover" wasn't exactly the first thing that popped into my mind. I go into a Legendary Pokémon battle like this, especially against a psychic Pokémon, the first thing in my mind is just to hit that dark type move as hard as I can. I'm not an experienced competitive user, so using Taunt is often secondary for me.

Thank god there's no chat in Dynamax Adventure, because I swear to god, the things they'll say to me after seeing how I play. lol Man.

It's no biggie! It's definitely a learning process, but overall I don't think anyone will come down on you hard for making mistakes since they give you the opportunity to attempt it again. I've made some before.
 
Oh man… I have not been in a great place mentally lately and I think it’s definitely impacted my physical health as well. Strange because I would’ve thought that 2020 would be a tougher year but in reality 2021 has been the hardest for me personally.

I moved half across the world for my job and while this seems to be an opportunity that many would envy for, it has not been easy. Not only having to deal with the stress of moving over ten miles but doing so still in the midst of the pandemic has been so tricky and emotionally draining. Then my boss decide to quit before she could even get the promotion that she has promised to get me for…I’m just so angry but at the same time don’t know what I can do. This, the travel quarantines, and the fact that im alone in this new country… I think it’s messing up with my head a lot.

Speaking of alone, I’m also having a bit of a crisis right now when it comes to relationships because I feel like I’m at the age where everyone around starts to get into serious relationships or getting married, but I just haven’t had that much luck when it comes to love. Seeing my cousin who is one year younger than me getting married last month… well, while I’m incredibly happy for him for this new chapter, I’m also wondering why others seem to be able to do it so easily but I can’t lol Sometimes I feel like I’m incapable of loving someone or be loved…they all say that just be patient and you will find someone… but what if I never do?!

Lastly, I’ve been having sleep issues. I’m pretty sure it’s induced by my not-so-great mental health these days but constantly being sleep deprived certainly doesn’t help the situation to improve. Also I think I’m just having a tough time adjusting to my new apartment… I keep worrying about exposure to formaldehyde since the apartment is fairly newly constructed. I’ve been assured by property manager as well as their maintenance people that this won’t be an issue but im still not 100% convinced…

sorry for the incredibly long rant, though I know this post will probably just get buried, even writing these out have been a relief. I don’t have someone irl that I can share these feeling with as I get quite uncomfortable talking about my issues with other people, but at least I can share here so it makes me feel better
 
My classes require a large study area, but my new apartment still doesn’t have any furniture. For now I have work in the library and pray no minds me muttering Japanese practice phrases to myself. Talk about awkward…
 
I have no friends, but at times I feel like I should've been around with the right people, but I was with the wrong people all this time and I was too clueless to even know what was going on until it was too late.
 
I'm doing on of the most mundane jobs at work right now and I'd really like to be doing something else. I could be working on one of the bigger projects we've got right now but my manager signed me up for this repetitive job ://
 
I got woken up at least every hour last night due to odd rumbles of thunder, random flashes of lightning and torrential downpours. Today is going to be a tough day given the fact I've only had a few hours of sleep, thanks Mother Nature. 😴
 
i hate case reports even if im working in a group, i feel like im rapping during the presentation and people dont understand me :"(

edit: this has been bothering me too but i wish i was better at making friends and talking to people LMAO i feel like i suck
 
I MISS driving. I’m 13 days post-op so I haven’t been given clearance to drive yet. My Neuro appt is next Thursday so crossing my fingers I can drive again soon. I’ll also find out then (hopefully) when I’ll be able to go bk to work. Incision site in my neck is now starting to hurt which is actually good, since it means my nerves from being cut open are repairing. The whole area has been pretty numb until now. I still get super tired all the time which I’m told is normal but it makes me feel like a slug, cuz I just want to sleep so much. I’ve started backing off some of my pain meds so I don’t stay on them too long and I’ve quit taking the muscle relaxer completely cuz they make me nauseous all day. Crossing my fingers I continue to heal, and can get the ok to drive again soon. I miss the ability to just run up to the store for milk whenever I need to!!!!!
 
been dealing with a lot of depression lately. it is weird since a few weeks ago i was feeling good and then someone asking something on a server I am made me think about my current situation (no, i am not blaming them) which i never forgot about but have been doing my best to avoid dwelling on and since them, been feeling down.

Something else I’m feel down about but it is really stupid.

Worried about the cats outside and my cat who has another urinary infection. A bunch of other stuff on my mind too but not as much.
 
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I gotten another 1 star review on Nookazon yet again. What happened was this person made an offer for 2 wedding tables and they wanted me to wait a while because apparently they were too busy with other offers. I tried to tell her that I was already ready and I wanted to trade, but I tried to explain why I cannot wait that long. Even though that the trade went well she still gave me a 1 star review acting as if I was being rude.
 
Omg I hate that my parents can keep me waiting for almost TWO HOURS but when it's time for me to leave for work at 7am, they'll rush me at 7:05 like 'are you ready or no we have to go'.

I hate when they tell me to get ready, then when I do and go out to put my shoes on, they'll say 'don't put your shoes on we're not going yet'. Then why the heck did you tell me to get ready? Now I'm on 'stand-by' for them to FINALLY say that we're leaving. Like I was ready but now that I have to sit and wait on them, then when we finally go out I feel like I'm missing something (like phone, money+card, whatever) cause I say there for so long doing
n o t h i n g.

In the timespan of them going somewhere 'quick', then I waited like maybe 20 mins, I watered 28 of my plants, ate a snack, typed and posted this and they still aren't back yet.

Also a bunch of other more serious things that make them big hypocrites that they need to get over. They need to stop pushing their way of life of how they acted at our age and listen when I tell them people in mine and sis's generation don't act like how they did in their day. Like, I can not make it more blantly clear to them but they still expect us to act how they did at their age, but not the bad stuff noooo not that.
 
eyes burning from ammonia lol

at least there are wonderful apartments available soon and cheaper with better amenities nearby. going to send my landlord notice tomorrow morning that we want to be released from the lease and have our deposit returned (with 30 days notice ofc). a little nervous that she will still try to deny any issue and we will have to go legal, but im going to try my best to make sure not to make her feel bad or escalate the situation at all so we can just get our money and live somewhere where we can breathe and our eyes dont burn from the pee smell. strange how hard ive had to work to not live in this, but thats the risk you take when you move long distance with no physical tour of the place d:
 
My two paychecks from my previous job haven’t come in the mail yet. If they don’t come by October 15th, I’m going down to their office and asking about it. My first one should have came already and my next one is supposed to come on October 13th. I don’t really want to deal with this confrontation so I might have my grandma come with me, and she’s the type of person to demand answers.
 
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