What's Bothering You?

6 days in a row l haven't had much sleep💤 My sister just doesn't care about me needing rest which is why she keeps turning on the lights in my room 5 in the morning and goes throw her stuff to get ready. And when that happens l have a hard time going back to bed. My sister really wastes her time mostly doing nothing in the room in the morning when she "gets ready" to go to work. Like plz just do everything in the bathroom.
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-Lumi- said:
My neighbours are such a nuisance. Nobody wants to hear your music 🙃 I don’t know how it isn’t bothering them???? They’re playing it in their house and I can hear it in my room.
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Is your house really close to their's?
 
I want to participate in my college’s social events, but the social anxiety is killing me. I can barely hold a conversation in class, much less stay in a crowded environment. At least I’m doing okay at interacting on Discord. Most of the people on there are friendly and they typically have similar interests. If only I knew how to reach out…
 
Insomnia is hitting me so heavily lately. I’ve struggled with it for years, but recently I just cannot seem to get rest.
I’m worn out physically and mentally, but my body won’t seem to shut down for a bit to relax.

I miss sleep.
 
Feeling restless again lately. Been playing Pokémon a lot recently, trying to complete my Pokedex, but with recent events, I feel like I should probably just take a break from everything now; Pokémon, Animal Crossing, etc. I know, I know, I've said it before about taking a break before changing my mind... but this time, I've actually stopped playing for about a few days now. I missed Marshal's birthday because I could barely give a crap anymore. lol Just... don't really feel like playing or just engaging with anyone (and instead just rambling pointlessly on a forum, soothing my own ego).
 
I have to leave at noon so ofc for the next 3 hours my mind is gonna be in a nonstop state of really bad anxiety which is always fun. it's because im anticipating it and ive always been really bad at getting ready for stuff and leaving on time since my concept of passing time changes a lot.

idk maybe if I set an alarm for 11am I'll be fine.
 
Neck hurts, probs because I sat bent over some carton boxes sorting and shelving CDs half of the day lol
 
today is the day we ask for permission to be released from the lease 😬 im so nervous that it wont be as easy as we hope and well have to go to court to not pay for this place, but we cant stay here. humidity arrived with the heavy rain yesterday and brought the smell out so much that the ammonia made our eyes burn all day ;-; thankfully its a little better today but still stinky. We applied for a place thats available mid next month so hopefully that works out and we wont have to breathe this in anymore 🙏 i feel a little desperate tbh. i really hope landlord is okay to just let us leave and return the deposit without legal trouble

edit: sent it. all we can do is wait now..
 
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@moo_nieu really hope that works out for you guys!!


I only worked for like 2-3 hours today and I'm so exhausted/tired, I have a headache, I could only eat a bit before I felt sick to my stomach. I don't know if I can handle working more than 3-4 hours a day. I really want to work at the library but I don't think I can handle full time, especially if it's more than like 30-35 hr/week. ugh idk :(
 
My mum is making me mad😵
every time i have money she asks to borrow it, the problem is that after that she never pays me!
she keeps saying a lot of things trying to make me feel bad, i say no and she keeps asking me over and over until makes me angry. i hate when she do that! 😒
sometimes i wonder...
what kind of mother is this that gives things and then takes them back? 😰
c'mom that's not right! 🥺
What was given should not be taken!
That is not fair!😡
 
The ultrasound came back normal, so that can only mean that there’s something wrong with my bowels.

My task at work at the moment is making me lose the will to live; it’s so tedious and repetitive and I hateee it so much 🙃 thank **** this is the last day I have to do it
 
Was already having a catastrophic day today so I went to this meeting to try and make myself feel better and of course this one person who I have a really bad history with AND this person who has instilled in my major trauma in me that I wont talk about both walked in. I had a full-scale panic attack right there in the middle of the room and no one could calm me down and I started having a really bad chest pain and I couldn't breathe. It was awful. I want this week to be over.
 
Look, I know I'm stupid. But sometimes the people around me make me feel like I'm the only smart one around. Not in a good way.

I get you can't do it in the moment, but atleast after you're bandaged up you would clean the damn blood trail OFF THE FLOOR?? Like?? Or ask someone to do it while you bandage up, I've cleaned worse than blood drops off the floor before.

It sat there for hours so by the time I got to cleaning it, it was dry and a simple wipe wouldn't pick it up. I'm a messy person, my room is untidy and there's stuff on the floor but I clean up my spills and messes at that moment. At my jobs I feel like a dang clean freak, I'm even 'cleaning manager' at my current job. Maybe I'm just surrounded by messy people.
 
Stella-Io said:
Look, I know I'm stupid. But sometimes the people around me make me feel like I'm the only smart one around. Not in a good way.

I get you can't do it in the moment, but atleast after you're bandaged up you would clean the damn blood trail OFF THE FLOOR?? Like?? Or ask someone to do it while you bandage up, I've cleaned worse than blood drops off the floor before.

It sat there for hours so by the time I got to cleaning it, it was dry and a simple wipe wouldn't pick it up. I'm a messy person, my room is untidy and there's stuff on the floor but I clean up my spills and messes at that moment. At my jobs I feel like a dang clean freak, I'm even 'cleaning manager' at my current job. Maybe I'm just surrounded by messy people.
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If someone's bleeding so much that their blood is trailing off the floor though... yikes. I would've probably been in too much shock to remember the blood trail. I mean, I might remember, but I'm just saying, that wouldn't really be my primary concern - tending to my wound would be.

Unless it's a small wound that left the trail, of course, then yeah, that's pretty lazy.
 
OriusPrime said:
If someone's bleeding so much that their blood is trailing off the floor though... yikes. I would've probably been in too much shock to remember the blood trail. I mean, I might remember, but I'm just saying, that wouldn't really be my primary concern - tending to my wound would be.

Unless it's a small wound that left the trail, of course, then yeah, that's pretty lazy.
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Oh yeah it was a small wound, a ripped nail, but it dripped more blood on the floor than I realized it would have. I know they can't do it at that moment, but afterwards? I would def not expect anyone to have cleaned it in the moment it happened.
 
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