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Oh yeah it was a small wound, a ripped nail, but it dripped more blood on the floor than I realized it would have. I know they can't do it at that moment, but afterwards? I would def not expect anyone to have cleaned it in the moment it happened.
Still, a ripped nail though. That sounds messed up and painful. Hope the guy's alright. Nails are pretty sensitive, so the pain for nail injuries is pretty big.

That's why they have nail ripping as torture techniques.
 
Just lost as a confirmed town in F3 on mafia with two very experienced players Sheep Villager and Geoni

I feel empty because I let everyone down :D But honestly it's a learning experience (although it caused me tons of stress)
 
i ate two chocolate muffins today and one of them tasted really weird, like lemon or something. ick. also, i just noticed i've posted a lot of my vents in this thread. that's kinda worrying lmaooo. anyways..
nevermind i feel better now kinda
 
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I’m pretty sure that my phone charging block is a fake. I got it on eBay for extremely cheap, so I can’t say I wasn’t skeptical, but now I’m afraid to use it? I’m sticking to the USB-A cord and charging block I had set aside. I don’t want to damage my phone. I’ve been very careful and never damaged any phone I’ve owned before.

Here’s a picture of my fake one for reference. The print is kind of slanted (although it’s not real obvious in the picture) and there is a spacing error that I circled in markup.
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I am... beyond pissed at Pokemon right now. I just want a Scyther in Pokemon Sword that knows Roost and Knock Off. Spent hours hatching eggs before realizing I could not get those moves in this game. You have to get them from previous gens. So I paid for a one month subscription of Pokemon Home. I went to the 3DS Pokemon Bank and you cannot deposit Pokemon into the Pokebank without a pass. So I paid for the $5 pass. Got a female Scizor that knew the moves and transferred over. Only problem is, I questioned its legitimacy since back in the Pokemon Y days I had traded with a lot of cloned or hacked Pokemon. So I went to pass down the moves before realizing the moves cannot be passed down. At this point, I'm pretty frickin pissed off. So I go to trade on a Reddit and have my post immediately removed because you need to have your friend code in your flair. Absolutely done with this crap. They should have made these moves available in Sword/Shield. I wasted so much of my day on this crap.
 
No matter where I go people irl always find me creepy and scary. I changed my fashion and loosened my walking, but I still get the same comments. I even avoid eye contact in order to stop my old staring habit. What do I have to do to get a break?
 
My McDonald's delivery is delayed again tonight (probably due to the bad weather conditions, raining and all, resulting in no drivers picking up my order). Guess I'll have to go hungry again tonight.
 
No matter where I go people irl always find me creepy and scary. I changed my fashion and loosened my walking, but I still get the same comments. I even avoid eye contact in order to stop my old staring habit. What do I have to do to get a break?
Try not to care what people think so much, I know that’s easier said than done, if you’re feeling nervous around others if your posture is stiff and you feel awkward and don’t know how to act; people will pick up on that. Anyone who makes a comment to shame another person unprovoked like that doesn’t seem like a very nice person to me at all, so you should try not to waste too much energy on caring what they think and more time on self love. You’re a nice person and I’ve caught glimpses of your personality and you seem funny, smart, and kind. Those people; they just don’t matter.
 
I've been getting headaches more often lately. I would go to sleep early but last time I did I woke up at 3am and it was hard to go back to sleep. Plus tomorrow I have to wake up early. Not 3am early, but still I don't want to wake up earlier than I have to.

Also this week when I eat lunch on my break, my stomach hurts afterwards.
 
Last night a mosquito kept buzzing by my head. Each time I would freak out, try hitting it, sit up, and my heart would start pounding which made it difficult to slept. This kept happening until 3 am. Even though I tried putting my sheets over my face it was able to bite my jaw and blood got on my pillow.

But today I have someone coming over for the first time. I moved a couple of months ago now but have not finished packing (in part because I need more storage things) and there's trash and I need to clean blah blah so I'm kind of stressed. I tried to change the plans last minute but looks like it's going through so at least I'm being forced to get my stuff together.
 
I wanna watch No Time to Die, but it's only available in theatres instead of any streaming service. However, theatres in my country are all "Vaxxed Halls" nowadays with safe-distancing and all that, which is fine and all, but there also seems to be a strange requirement that you need to buy TWO seats in a single booking. I always watch my movies alone, so this is a major problem for me.
 
landlord said she needed the weekend to think about if she can handle another move right now... what? she realizes we are being polite in letting her out and paying to live in a horrid pee smell right? im calling the city department of public health & environment when they open on monday. even if she decides to let us leave, im so mad at the complete disregard for our daily suffering due to her negligence and intentional ignorance of the situation. its getting cold so i cant just sit outside to avoid the smell anymore. this is absolute madness that someone could not realize how entirely messed up this situation is. i am distraught. i have made sure to find the exact section of law that this pee violates, and guess what else i found. there are even more violations of health and safety here. you cant just buy property and rent it to people to rake in those sweet overpriced rents; you have to actually maintain the property up to the standards required by law. im done. i dont care how much legal crap i have to go through, it cant be worse than actually having to smell pee inside everyday and pay for it and be told that the problem doesnt exist. now she needs to think about if shes able to handle another move right now???? like where the actually flipping flip is your brain and where is your empathy for your tenants suffering at your hand and paying you money for it
 
I'm not sure what to do. I have a friend whom I've known for years, who is on the spectrum. She's a content creator and recently had a bad experience with someone through her videos who is also on the spectrum. It's not like he was doing anything bad. He just doesn't understand because hm... maybe it's because he has a hard time with that? As someone who is also on the spectrum, I sometimes have difficulty understanding boundaries. ANYWAYS. Instead of her trying to reason with this person more thoroughly, she blocks him everywhere because she's uncomfortable. Which I can completely understand. However, I log onto Facebook and see her making fun of him and calling him things such as 'mental case', 'freak', etc. And to make things worse? All of her friends are ENABLING this behavior. I've known her for years, I love her to death, and I feel like I NEED to say something. This behavior isn't right to me. Kicking someone when they're already down is disgusting behavior to me. But the fact all of her friends are enabling it, and joining in on it too? I don't know what to do. I'm so frustrated to the point of tears. I would privately message her, but I'm concerned she'd post it publicly (she's done this a few times before with other people). I feel like the best thing to do would be unfriending her and moving on. But I can't tolerate this group bullying this guy? I'm just... disappointed.
 
landlord said she needed the weekend to think about if she can handle another move right now... what? she realizes we are being polite in letting her out and paying to live in a horrid pee smell right? im calling the city department of public health & environment when they open on monday. even if she decides to let us leave, im so mad at the complete disregard for our daily suffering due to her negligence and intentional ignorance of the situation. its getting cold so i cant just sit outside to avoid the smell anymore. this is absolute madness that someone could not realize how entirely messed up this situation is. i am distraught. i have made sure to find the exact section of law that this pee violates, and guess what else i found. there are even more violations of health and safety here. you cant just buy property and rent it to people to rake in those sweet overpriced rents; you have to actually maintain the property up to the standards required by law. im done. i dont care how much legal crap i have to go through, it cant be worse than actually having to smell pee inside everyday and pay for it and be told that the problem doesnt exist. now she needs to think about if shes able to handle another move right now???? like where the actually flipping flip is your brain and where is your empathy for your tenants suffering at your hand and paying you money for it

Sorry, Moo that you’re still dealing with this. I think that’s a good decision on your part. I hope things improve for you soon. Please stay safe too 💜.

I’m worried about a couple of my friends/acquaintances.

I listened to an interesting discussion on voice over tonight on twitter and it was very interesting and informative; at the same time I think even if I had money was independent, I don’t think it’d be possible for someone like me and at my age to get into it, which kinda saddens me since it is the only job i thought I’d might be able to do.. I’m still going to ask some questions next time he hosts this and if he picks me to speak.

been feeling clammy last few hours and arm has been swollen and sore since i woke up. i think i bumped the too part on something yesterday but not hard enough for both joints to be completely sore. I want to keep working on the drawing for goomy but am not feeling too good now.

I’m hoping I’ll feel better tomorrow. I want to finish this drawing asap (without rushing it).
 
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McDonald's delivery is still in a lockdown for some reason. It says that it's "temporarily closed 'till tomorrow." Yeah, right.

Oh well. Glad I bought a bunch of snacks yesterday night.
 
My grandpa died today and im not sure how to react because i didn't really know him all that well.
It can be strange when a relative you didn't know well dies. Outwardly, just be respectful and try to sympathise with the people in your life who this is impacting more strongly. Imagine if it was your mother or father that had just passed - that is how one of your parents is feeling right now. Focus on supporting them and don't ask too much of them right now.
 
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