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I've barely even done one load of laundry and I'm already so worn out 😞

also have no idea what game I'm gonna record after I do LM3, I kinda wanna do Mario no Super Picross but I feel like that kinda video won't get me many views/subs. I just don't really know what else I feel like playing besides my HeartGold randomizer (which I can't record bc idk how to use a capture card on my 3ds lollll).
 
whiny kids sigh, why didn't you just say you wanted an invite instead of raging in my discord dms *facepalm*

also i hope i'm not getting my lower wisdom teeth now, ugh.
 
Fever, coughing up a lung, and I woke-up to a violent nose bleed.

Luckily the presentation I was meant to give today got postponed until next week, but I still have a (remote) job interview this afternoon. 🥲
 
I need to unfriend someone I used to consider a friend. The friendship was obviously one sided and she never apologized for saying some nasty things about me publicly years ago. I’ve even been ghosted by her for over a year. There is literally no reason for me to hold on, but I just can’t let go. She isn’t even the only person to do this to me. I’ve been ghosted for years by so many people. I tried reaching out and they just never respond. It makes me feel worthless and like the only people who care about me are my immediate family and a few nice people. I’ve ghosted people without realizing it too, but at least I still try to apologize and make up for it. Ugh, I just don’t know what to do.
 
I currently have a power cut and the power won’t be restored until at 10pm tonight. The patch for Dreamlight Valley has also been released but I can’t update it without Wi-Fi. Urgh! today just isn’t my day at all.

Oh well thank goodness tomorrow is Friday. 🙃
 
Ugh, this one project I sort of organised for work probably won’t go ahead for some time. There was a miscommunication between us and the client, and now we’ve got gear on hire that’s going to sit there losing money. I can see it from a mile away that my boss is going to blame me for this, even though it was partially his fault too.

Man, I just want a boss who can mentor me and guide me through these things rather than being chucked in the deep end, failing, then getting berated for it.

EDIT: just tried talking to me parents about stuff that's happened and now I feel even worse since I could hear my dad having a panic attack in the background, which automatically sets off my anxiety.
 
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My mood has completely crashed in the last day because of pain from wisdom teeth. They should have been extracted five years ago and I should have had braces even earlier than that.

Pain makes me angry. Angry makes me feel violent and say stupid things. Those make me honestly hate myself.

I’m tired of the role in my relationship and… I make a much better friend than partner… Not alone but feeling lonely.

Why is it I have a partner I don’t feel like I can ask for opinions on these things without being thrust in the same role which has made me so tired or just thinking about that… Why am I not grateful for my partner when they’re so sincere…
 
my girlfriend's struggling to get on a train to come and visit me purely because of the amount of idiots going to and from london to join the 5+ mile long queue to see the queen's probably empty casket. jesus, if i wasn't an anti-royalist before-
 
I am so tired oh my goodness. This week has been a struggle and i just want to sleep for the rest of September thank you
 
Sick of the sight of blood. My nose is like a faucet. Goddamn fever. 😔

Upside, it's definitely not COVID-19. Next week is so busy and exciting and I'd have hated to cancel/reschedule.
 
my girlfriend's struggling to get on a train to come and visit me purely because of the amount of idiots going to and from london to join the 5+ mile long queue to see the queen's probably empty casket. jesus, if i wasn't an anti-royalist before-
over five hours later, and she's not been allowed to board several more trains. this is ridiculous. genuinely hate this country and the royal family.
 
I'm scheduled for another round of interviews. The bad news is that my potential job will be with an age group that I'm unfamiliar with. I wasn't expecting this. Thankfully, an interview date hasn't been set up yet so I still have some time to think about it.
 
So I really like to sing and dance only when I'm home alone, right? Well, I decided not to be paranoid about people coming and mind my business until MY DAD popped up right next to me while I was singing.

I am a mix of dying of embarrassment and fear right now
 
over five hours later, and she's not been allowed to board several more trains. this is ridiculous. genuinely hate this country and the royal family.

That’s insane but I’m not surprised. Over the last decade the UK has become a horrible place to live and I’m so grateful that I had the opportunity to move abroad.

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Ugh, I reinstalled Skyrim because my Oblivion kept crashing, I spent hours setting up my favourite mods and now you release a patch that breaks one of the most important mods. Well done, Bethesda.
 
My parents always ask me why I'm in such a bad mood when I come back home from school. They think it's because of something that happened while I was at school, but the truth is that I just don't wanna see them. Obviously I can't tell them that, though.
I should be happy that it's the weekend and I get to draw, play games, watch YouTube, etc. Instead I'm complaining that I have to be near my family.
 
had to spend $51 on groceries today (basically half of my weekly check) and now I only have $10 left until next time I get paid like a week from now 😞
 
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