first of all I just woke up and last night was the first time in god knows how long I went to lie down in bed and I was actually comfortable and anxiety free for once, and I fell asleep really easily. it was so nice
second, I just got on here and??? I have a strange doll now??? the lovely rainbow lad himself??????? I'm honestly speechless. I feel like I don't deserve it bc I know I mentioned something yesterday about feeling left out bc I work really hard for everything I have (that final boss feather literally drained about 28.9k tbt from me, nothing to sneeze at). I'm very pleased with all my collectibles but there have been a lot of sacrifices made to get them. then
@BluebearL surprises me this morning with a strange doll??? I've been wanting one since it was first released! the sheer amount of generosity in this community is amazing, I'm so grateful to be here and spend my time with everyone. I don't even know what else to say, except I will absolutely treasure him forever, thank you so much @/BluebearL!!!!