i didn’t post this weekend as i was just too tired, both physically and mentally, but all things considered, the past few days actually weren’t too bad! my mental health is in a weird spot and i’m dramatic, but i’ve still got lots to be happy about and grateful for. 
friday (05/06)
♡ found out that one of my favourite fanfic writers has finally started writing the next chapter to one of their in-progress fics, which just so happens to be one of my favourites of all time!! it hasn’t been updated in almost a year because the author received some harsh comments on it (not criticism as it was just insults
), so i’m really excited that they’ve finally started writing it again!! the fic hurts my feelings with how angsty it is, but i still love it so much!! <33
♡ stumbled across an extended version of one of my favourite clips on youtube!! i had no idea there was more to the video when i first saw it a few months ago, but getting to see it was a pleasant surprise!
♡ cuddled with alize.
♡ went to most of my classes.
♡ got high.
♡ had 2 sausage, egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches from tim hortons for lunch, and they were pretty tasty!! my mom also brought home a dozen donuts, and they were so fresh that the icing was still wet! only a couple of the dozen were mine, but they were delicious!!
♡ got the money from my dad that i talked about a few posts ago!! i’m still not sure what all i’m gonna spend it on (or if i’m gonna be wise and save it), but i’m excited. :’)
saturday (05/07)
♡ cuddled with alize, and she let me kiss her head a bunch.
♡ called a local store to inquire about something! this probably doesn’t seem like a big deal, but as someone who deals with extreme social anxiety (and anxiety in general), making phone calls (especially to make appointments and/or ask about something) is really hard for me, so i’m honestly really proud of myself. go, me.
♡ did a new horizons trade.
♡ my mom surprised me with a smoothie from booster juice!
♡ found out that the harley quinn and jack skellington t-shirts that my mom ordered for me have been shipped!! :’D
sunday (05/08)
♡ did some self-care.
♡ cuddled with alize. <33
♡ my mom really liked her mother’s day present!! it honestly wasn’t much (just a few packs of these gummies she likes that she ran out of a few days ago), but she was really surprised by and happy with them, and that’s all that matters! i even got a pack for my dad as well, and bought a few things that i’ve been wanting, too. :’) overall, i’d say this year’s mother’s day was a success! i hope all of the amazing mothers in this community had a wonderful day as well. <3
♡ discovered a new favourite edit of one of my favourite fictional characters.
♡ read a sneak peek of the next chapter of one of my favourite fanfics!! it’s the one that hasn’t been updated since july, so getting to read a sneak peek for chapter 5 was an amazing surprise and has made me even more excited for the full chapter to be published!!!!
♡ my lovely friend @Roxxy sent me a mother’s day carnation collectible. i wasn’t expecting it at all (haven’t been too active, so i didn’t even notice they were in the shop 
), but it made me so happy. 
thank you so much again, love.
today (05/09)
♡ got 2x nook points in the NSO app.
♡ got high.
♡ ran into one of my neighbours while going back to my apartment after my smoke sesh this morning, and actually had a nice interaction with them! i admittedly don’t get to interact with my neighbours much, but i held the door open for her twice (her hands were full), pressed the button for her floor in the elevator, and she even told me to have a nice day when she got off! i was anxious (and high) as hell the whole time, but it felt nice to interact with someone and not feel like i acted like a complete idiot afterwards!
♡ tidied up my room a bit.
♡ started the process to send my switch lite to nintendo to get its joy-con/joystick drift repaired. it started only a couple of days after i first started using it, and i didn’t think to return or exchange it until it was too late, and now the console is practically unusable. the repair unfortunately won’t be free as i’m outside of my warranty, but it’s still cheaper than what the cost of buying a whole new switch lite would be, so i’m not mad. hopefully i’ll be able to get it shipped out soon and have it back in time for the end of the school year.
♡ cuddled with alize. she had a vet appointment today as we’ve been concerned about some issues she’s been having, but she handled it like a champ (other than trying to get out of her carrier in the car + giving the vet a hard time lol) and is doing alright. <3
friday (05/06)
♡ found out that one of my favourite fanfic writers has finally started writing the next chapter to one of their in-progress fics, which just so happens to be one of my favourites of all time!! it hasn’t been updated in almost a year because the author received some harsh comments on it (not criticism as it was just insults
), so i’m really excited that they’ve finally started writing it again!! the fic hurts my feelings with how angsty it is, but i still love it so much!! <33♡ stumbled across an extended version of one of my favourite clips on youtube!! i had no idea there was more to the video when i first saw it a few months ago, but getting to see it was a pleasant surprise!
♡ cuddled with alize.
♡ went to most of my classes.
♡ got high.
♡ had 2 sausage, egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches from tim hortons for lunch, and they were pretty tasty!! my mom also brought home a dozen donuts, and they were so fresh that the icing was still wet! only a couple of the dozen were mine, but they were delicious!!
♡ got the money from my dad that i talked about a few posts ago!! i’m still not sure what all i’m gonna spend it on (or if i’m gonna be wise and save it), but i’m excited. :’)
saturday (05/07)
♡ cuddled with alize, and she let me kiss her head a bunch.
♡ called a local store to inquire about something! this probably doesn’t seem like a big deal, but as someone who deals with extreme social anxiety (and anxiety in general), making phone calls (especially to make appointments and/or ask about something) is really hard for me, so i’m honestly really proud of myself. go, me.
♡ did a new horizons trade.
♡ my mom surprised me with a smoothie from booster juice!
♡ found out that the harley quinn and jack skellington t-shirts that my mom ordered for me have been shipped!! :’D
sunday (05/08)
♡ did some self-care.
♡ cuddled with alize. <33
♡ discovered a new favourite edit of one of my favourite fictional characters.
♡ read a sneak peek of the next chapter of one of my favourite fanfics!! it’s the one that hasn’t been updated since july, so getting to read a sneak peek for chapter 5 was an amazing surprise and has made me even more excited for the full chapter to be published!!!!
♡ my lovely friend @Roxxy sent me a mother’s day carnation collectible.
i wasn’t expecting it at all (haven’t been too active, so i didn’t even notice they were in the shop ), but it made me so happy. thank you so much again, love.today (05/09)
♡ got 2x nook points in the NSO app.
♡ got high.
♡ ran into one of my neighbours while going back to my apartment after my smoke sesh this morning, and actually had a nice interaction with them! i admittedly don’t get to interact with my neighbours much, but i held the door open for her twice (her hands were full), pressed the button for her floor in the elevator, and she even told me to have a nice day when she got off! i was anxious (and high
) as hell the whole time, but it felt nice to interact with someone and not feel like i acted like a complete idiot afterwards!♡ tidied up my room a bit.
♡ started the process to send my switch lite to nintendo to get its joy-con/joystick drift repaired. it started only a couple of days after i first started using it, and i didn’t think to return or exchange it until it was too late, and now the console is practically unusable. the repair unfortunately won’t be free as i’m outside of my warranty, but it’s still cheaper than what the cost of buying a whole new switch lite would be, so i’m not mad. hopefully i’ll be able to get it shipped out soon and have it back in time for the end of the school year.
♡ cuddled with alize.
she had a vet appointment today as we’ve been concerned about some issues she’s been having, but she handled it like a champ (other than trying to get out of her carrier in the car + giving the vet a hard time lol) and is doing alright. <3
