spent this weekend disconnecting and letting myself feel my feelings as well, hence why i didn’t post, but i’m otherwise doing alright! the past couple of days haven’t been the greatest, but i’m hanging in there.
saturday (05/14)
♡ got high.
♡ cuddled with alize. <3
♡ a tiktok creator that i like liked a comment i made on tiktok!
♡ took a much-needed shower and did some self-care.
yesterday (05/15)
♡ cuddled with alize.
♡ got 3x nook points in the NSO app.
♡ finally had chuck’s for dinner, which i’ve been craving!! i ordered their chicken fingers with fries and 5 garlic buns, and everything was absolutely delicious!! my mom also surprised me with a smoothie from booster juice as well. :’)
♡ got high.
today (05/16)
♡ was able to help my lovely friend
@Roxxy complete her new lineup, which looks insanely cute!!
♡ got high.
♡ finally gathered up the courage to send an extremely anxiety-inducing email to my former school guidance counsellor, as my new one is currently ignoring me for some reason. unfortunately based on the automated response i got (and the fact that it’s now almost midnight), it doesn’t seem like i’ll be receiving an actual response or a
good outcome in time, but oh well. i tried my best given the circumstances, and that’s all i can really do at the end of the day. :’)
♡ cuddled with alize. <33
♡ my apartment building’s superintendent came by while my parents were out (and i was high).
he caught me off guard and i had to kick alize off my lap so that i could answer the door, but the interaction otherwise went well! he was here less than 5 minutes, and i acted as normally as i could considering i was high and surprised lol. i’m proud of myself.
♡ tidied up my room a bit.
♡ discovered a few new favourite tiktoks.
♡ my mom ordered some new clothes for me online!! i’m a bit skeptical that everything will look good on me and fit nicely, but i’m still super excited for everything to arrive!