What's Bothering You?

Our sweet, sweet little boy is in the operating room right now. He’s such a brave boy and here I am a waterwork factory. 😭
aww I know I've said this multiple times but I hope everything turns out okay for your guys 💖



I hate when I have to wake up early and do stuff cause I always have to wait a few hours before I can eat, and like right now I can tell I'm hungry but I know if I eat something I'll be very nauseated. but I have to do video calls this morning and I can't just get up to eat when I want, so when it suddenly hits me that I can actually eat I have to wait til I have free time. I had the same issue in high school and it's just annoying to deal with. I also ofc have to wait to take my meds for the same reason, and sometimes by the time I can actually eat I forget to take them 😬
 
Didn't sleep well, or really at all last night :/
It's the kind of weird sleep where you just lay in bed and daydream but get no "real" sleep ahahah, I feel like poop right now.
 
aww I know I've said this multiple times but I hope everything turns out okay for your guys 💖



I hate when I have to wake up early and do stuff cause I always have to wait a few hours before I can eat, and like right now I can tell I'm hungry but I know if I eat something I'll be very nauseated. but I have to do video calls this morning and I can't just get up to eat when I want, so when it suddenly hits me that I can actually eat I have to wait til I have free time. I had the same issue in high school and it's just annoying to deal with. I also ofc have to wait to take my meds for the same reason, and sometimes by the time I can actually eat I forget to take them 😬
Eating straightaway when you get up is good for you - it has a positive impact on appetite and metabolism. If you aim to eat something very light like a single slice of toast, a yoghurt, a cookie, etc when you wake-up it should help you feel human more quickly and ease the nausea when you actually come to eat a proper breakfast.
 
I used out most of my food stamps from last month and I have to wait all the way in April 23rd just to get more. This price gouging is something else.
 
Eating straightaway when you get up is good for you - it has a positive impact on appetite and metabolism. If you aim to eat something very light like a single slice of toast, a yoghurt, a cookie, etc when you wake-up it should help you feel human more quickly and ease the nausea when you actually come to eat a proper breakfast.
yeah I could maybe try to eat a piece of breaded toast to get myself settled and get my metabolism going. that would prob be a good idea cause it honestly can take about 2-4 hours before I can really eat something after I wake up in the morning.
 
Feeling really tired, like sleepy tired and just physically tired. Also it's almost 3 pm and it feels dark outside. I better bring in my seeds incase it rains.
Oh, and one of my cabbage sprouts collapsed. Turns out one of my windows blocks uv from the sun, so I have to start over on them. UV is necessary to prevent disease from viruses, fungal, and bacteria in soil. My soil had a little mold attacking the cabbage that wouldn't have appeared if that window didn't block uv rays.
And I feel over stimulated today. Not from my seeds btw lol. Just agitated and weepy.
 
Just went for a skin allergy prick test and almost fainted LMAO. Why am I like this?? I’m so overdramatic with needles that it’s very embarrassing 🥲
 
honestly believe that my greatest tragedy on this forum is that I, certified number one Super Mario fanatic on probably the entire forum, will never be able to get a Super Star collectible. i wish there were more Super Mario themed collectibles, I know there's the goomba, the waluigi egg (ehhh barely, could really benefit from the upside down L emblem), daisy egg, yoshi egg. but I wish there were more SM collectibles that aren't eggs.

idk every time I see a line up w a Super Star it makes me feel a little sad, maybe with good luck it'll come back in a future event and I'll have another shot... 😔


edit: I feel a bit better now, I think sometimes getting my thoughts out there abt what's bothering me helps a lot. it is really unfortunate, not having a Super Star, but it's not the end of the world. plus I have so many other things to be grateful for :blush:
I have the Super Star collectible and I’d gift it to you if I could. It’s just sitting there looking pretty in my inventory, lol.
 
i’m upset bc my stomach ruined me being out of town 🙁 my family and i went out of town for my brother’s birthday and i was really excited because where we were staying had so much nice places to go to. i was gonna go to a k-pop store with my mom but my stomach decided to have pains out of nowhere and i was basically stuck in our hotel’s restroom the rest of the day (tmi..?) 😭 anyways. i was upset bc of that.my stomach is always hurting and i’m almost constantly nauseous and i hate it sm
 
There's some really good Farm Sim games coming out, but not anytime soon which is making me super impatient, plus I found out a "friend" is following a really problematic celebrity on Instagram just because their gothic and have multiple make up and perfume ranges out. 🤦🏼‍♀️
 
i feel like no matter what i do, a romantic relationship will never work out for me. i put in so much effort and time and thought and care, and i get nothing in return. i love his boy but his efforts are, measly. i expect more. i shouldnt have expectations ig :lemon:
 
hate job hunting. I'm torn between getting a job that's closer but I know absolutely nothing about and I'm worried it may end up not working out for me, or getting a job that's something I'm very familiar with and would prob be awesome but it's like a 45 minute drive from here.

feeling pretty tempted to not take the former bc the way they're talking, it sounds like they're pretty controlling over what hours I work and I'm worried they might not take my disability into account when picking hours for me. also really don't want to cut my program short, I would rather leave in 2-3 weeks with good mental health than leave in 1 week to go work at a job I may not even succeed in and possibly have a mental health relapse. not to mention this is the first library job offer I've gotten since I graduated college, I've been hunting for a library job since I graduated.

I'm sure it'll all work out in the end but it's just so stressful and overwhelming. wish I could know soon if I've got a job for sure or not. I'm tired of being broke and feeding so much off of my parents.
 
There's some really good Farm Sim games coming out, but not anytime soon which is making me super impatient, plus I found out a "friend" is following a really problematic celebrity on Instagram just because their gothic and have multiple make up and perfume ranges out. 🤦🏼‍♀️
Well it's probably good if they're all spread out right? You wouldn't want to get burned out on a ton of farm sims back to back.
 
I kinda had an epiphany about how bad of a partner I was in the past. I shared way too many insecurities and traumatic events without considering how upset it made the other person feel. At least now I can work on it.
 
I ordered a video game on March 31st. On April 1st, it was shipped from the gulf cost of Texas, and was located in Houston, 20 miles away. Then on April 3rd it moved another 20 miles to North
Houston. How does a package only travel 40 miles in five days??
 
just failed my chemistry test, yippee

i already have 87% in that class (a B grade) i hope it doesn’t drop me down to a C or D
 
I kinda had an epiphany about how bad of a partner I was in the past. I shared way too many insecurities and traumatic events without considering how upset it made the other person feel. At least now I can work on it.
what I do with my friends is we ask each other if it's okay to vent first. I'm guilty of unloading stuff on ppl without their consent but it's a very good idea to ask them first if they're in a good place mentally to listen to you vent.
 
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