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Feeling absolutely depressed and I can’t be bothered to look at my classes or do anything anymore. I ended up getting dropped from one because I didn’t do anything in it for weeks. 🤡

It doesn’t help that I feel even more worthless while I’m busy procrastinating.
 
Is the delete account option they have not a true deletion of your account?
They always have your user information and stuff even after you delete. Idk if this has changed since this article was written or not.
 
Feeling absolutely depressed and I can’t be bothered to look at my classes or do anything anymore. I ended up getting dropped from one because I didn’t do anything in it for weeks. 🤡

It doesn’t help that I feel even more worthless while I’m busy procrastinating.
I'm really sorry Flare, I really want to help 😔

have you tried talking to anyone abt it?
 
Feeling absolutely depressed and I can’t be bothered to look at my classes or do anything anymore. I ended up getting dropped from one because I didn’t do anything in it for weeks. 🤡

It doesn’t help that I feel even more worthless while I’m busy procrastinating.

It's a vicious cycle, man. It's tough. We're here for you, though - if you need anything, contact us man. It sucks but - we love you and we sincerely hope you feel better. <3 And yeah, are you on the college campus or anything? If there's any way to devise a study group or talk to a faculty member / professor about it - I'd do that for sure.
 
This used to happen to me when I was looking for New Leaf/Happy Home Designer QR codes.
I usually can't scan the Pinterest ones straight from Google... I tried...
Yeah they basically go to a random page of it LOL REGISTER TO USE this and it's just a bunch of reposts, sheesh.
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also "raindrops keep falling on my head" must be one of the more annoying songs to exist, ear-worm wise.
 
I dislike being so anxious. So anxious that I can't even talk correctly. I feel like I can't be taken seriously because of my anxiety and how it effects me. I feel like I make some people uncomfortable by bringing my anxious energy around and my anxiety rubs off on them. I feel like I'm a nuisance.
same though :/ a couple weeks back my anxiety was crippling, especially in my job (and kinda still is). It was causing me to have a massive lack in concerntration/motivation, and because of this my boss thought I was a lazy idiot. My anxious energy was helping no one, however I think I was masking it enough so people just thought I was an airhead.

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also idk what the heck is drilling through my mobile data right now. I've spent a fair bit on extra data that I thought would be enough, but now I've just had to purchase more
 
also idk what the heck is drilling through my mobile data right now. I've spent a fair bit on extra data that I thought would be enough, but now I've just had to purchase more
turn off automatically updating softwares in background, that drain a lot from experience.. and remember to close them properly so they don't run in the background also. last case go thru and delete stuff you definitely don't need.
 
same though :/ a couple weeks back my anxiety was crippling, especially in my job (and kinda still is). It was causing me to have a massive lack in concerntration/motivation, and because of this my boss thought I was a lazy idiot. My anxious energy was helping no one, however I think I was masking it enough so people just thought I was an airhead.

Aw I'm sorry. I know how that is too. Some people really misunderstand people with anxiety. My brain doesn't function normally during times of extreme anxiety, so much that I may forget simple things like the name of a common object. I may forget simple math, or how to do things I've done perfectly well hundreds of times. It feels embarrassing. I'm actually a very smart person when I don't have anxiety, so it hurts to be labeled as the opposite of that.
 
my friend keeps bothering me with stuff abt her ex like thats not the only thing we can talk about......... right lol
 
They always have your user information and stuff even after you delete. Idk if this has changed since this article was written or not.
Interesting read, thanks for the link. I know their delete account option currently claims that they delete all of your data when you delete your account, but I wonder if they still have that clause in their ToS that says they'll hold on to it for however long.
 
I haven't come out to either of my parents about the fact that I'm non-binary (or any of the other stuff for that matter) so I have no emotional support there and it really sucks ;w;
 
Oh my savings are dwindling so fast and I hate it. I hate that Canada can't produce it's own vaccines so we are getting vaccinated at an alarmingly slow rate which is even worse in Ontario because Doug Ford is a ****ing idiot. This whole pandemic is driving me crazy because it shouldn't have been this long but so many people couldn't make better decisions so here we are. Basically a year later and I think I read that the general population in my age bracket isn't expected to be vaccinated until August, but chances are that'll get pushed too.

I can't safely return to work until both my dad and I have been vaccinated. I miss working. I miss working with kids, being out of the house, earning money. Every time I check my bank I want to cry because my savings are dropping so damn fast. The savings that were supposed to be for me to go to school, so that I could move out, so I could start my own ****ing life. Because I can't do that here. How the hell am I supposed to start my life here when I live with my dad who won't be accepting of me? Of a town that won't be accepting of me? I've heard the way people, even seemingly good people, talk about LGBT+ people. It's terrible. I hate it. I hate all of it and I just feel like I'm at such a loss and it sucks.

I feel sick and like I want to cry at the same time because it just feels like I'll never get out of here. Rent costs a painful amount, the only thing I'm good at is working with kids and preschool teachers make a laughable wage and I wasn't smart enough in school to go to university to study to be an elementary school teacher unless I upgrade courses (which costs money) or go to college first and then transfer. Which also costs money. That I don't have. Because my savings are disappearing. Because this damn pandemic won't end and I hate it. I hate all of it.

And I know, I know that I should be grateful. That I was able to step back from work and have some savings to fall back on. That I'm not being forced to work and that my dads not being forced to work. That we've both be safe during the pandemic. And I am, I swear to God I am. I'm so grateful for that. But this part of it just also sucks, yunno? Because I finally felt like I was getting my life together. I had a full time job that I could actually do. I tried to work full time in a pharmacy and I spent my lunch breaks and nights crying because it stressed me out so bad. Then I found the job I had and it was lovely. It wasn't perfect, but it was good. My coworkers for the most part were sweet, I loved all my kids, I made okay money, and I had benefits. I didn't want to leave. But I couldn't stay in a job working with kids when there were still so many unknowns with how the virus was transmitted and I couldn't risk bringing it home.

So I quit. Because my job wouldn't let me go on leave, which is totally fair. But it sucks. Because I loved it and they made me feel like such a selfish person for leaving. So I know I won't have a job with them when this all clears and that sucks.

I know I'm lucky though. Compared to so many people I'm so lucky and I try to hold onto that but God. It just sucks sometimes and then I feel horrible for feeling bad about myself when other people have it so much worse. Then all my thoughts just get so jumbled and it sucks because it just leaves me feeling bad. Bad because I'm not working, bad because I'm losing my savings, and bad because I shouldn't be complaining when other people have it worse. I just. I don't know.
 
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I am frustrated about the vaccine situation as well. I read a news article earlier that the USA is vaccinating more people each day than Canada has in total since the vaccine was approved. My grandparents are super old and haven't even been vaccinated yet. I'm glad that Canada has been getting *some* vaccines but it sure feels slow.
 
I am frustrated about the vaccine situation as well. I read a news article earlier that the USA is vaccinating more people each day than Canada has in total since the vaccine was approved. My grandparents are super old and haven't even been vaccinated yet. I'm glad that Canada has been getting *some* vaccines but it sure feels slow.

I’m so sorry that your grandparents haven’t been vaccinated yet :( I think we’re still in phase one of our vaccination plan? So still trying to vaccinate the elderly and people who work higher risk jobs, but I might be mistaken.

I saw the same article today and I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry when I saw it. I’m so frustrated with everything. I’m glad we’re getting vaccines as well it’s just disappointing that it’s going to take so long. :(
 
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