What's Bothering You?

my mental health has been so so horrible and it hurts even more not really having anyone to talk to besides the same two people because i just feel annoying telling them about my problems and its just .... idk what to do anymore i honestly have been having * thoughts lately bc i have just idk i feel like no one really cares abt me anymore :/
 
I thought I'd structured my week so that I had today off. Apparently I had a meeting 11:00-11:30am that I have zero memory of being planned. Didn't even have my computer on so didn't see the notification until I got an email just now (almost 1pm). 😐

EDIT: okay I'm not in trouble, phew. Rescheduled for Monday.
 
Having a bit of an off day. Super low energy and low mood to match. Just tired I guess? Bad dreams & family ****. Just want to curl into a ball and skip today.
 
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I woke up with my one eye pure red and sore. I put some regular eye drops in and it's still all crusty and terrible. Is this what pink eye is? Dang this is not what I needed today.
 
everytime i check social media i get a sinking feeling in my stomach hAh
i accidentally reactivated my accs now i have to wait a week until i can again :"(

On a much less serious note but still bumming me out (likely just because of my overall mood) I want a cute sheep or mums plush so badly but man 😔 I feel like I’ll never save enough TBT. I’m not good enough at art (and I don’t have the confidence anyways lol) to start an art shop and it feels like I’m always too slow when it comes to selling in game items for TBT. Idk how I’m supposed to compare to people who’ve got literally every in game item cataloged and can just order whatever somebody is looking for.
i completely understand how you feel :")) i want a sheep plush and all the super cute collectibles but i feel like i can never save up as much tbt as other people like idk how ppl have 10k+ just to spare :000 im not really good at art either (my art shop is just not working out lol) and im also slow when it comes to selling in game items for tbt :"( i just wanna save up alot of tbt and it seems the only way i can is just make lengthy posts everytime i post:(
 
Right now my life is just so terrible. I'm stuck living with my parents, I haven't gotten a driver's license I'm still 25 years old, and I haven't been able to find a job. This was before the pandemic hit and even afterwards it just got worse and worse. I am so stuck right now that I don't know what else to do anymore. I have to figure out what makes me feel good. I always relied on what people told me that they "think" works for me but I come to realization that it won't work. I have to decide how to live my life in a way that benefits me which is easier said than done.
 
Today just doesn't seem like my day today. Playing video games has brought more frustration to me than enjoyment today. I was hoping to let off some steam, but it just made it worse... I feel so awful just ragequitting and I apologize to anyone for causing inconvenience.
 
my brother was playing tomodachi life or miitopia, idk i forgot, one of the mii games
anyway, my mum got annoyed and said it was "too girly" but like, it's a game???
she once told me and my siblings that if any of us were lgbtq+ then she'd support us
so she's fine with that but not fine with my brother playing a game, which isn't even girly

ik this hasn't got much to do with me and it's not a big deal but it's still weird and kinda bothers me
 
Have to do homework over my week long "break". My brain has been internet explorer all day so it should be fun taking 2 hours to write an essay instead of 20 minutes like usual.
It doesn't bug me too much, since I can just get it done in one night, but it's still frustrating that I have to spend my Friday night working.
 
Today just doesn't seem like my day today. Playing video games has brought more frustration to me than enjoyment today. I was hoping to let off some steam, but it just made it worse... I feel so awful just ragequitting and I apologize to anyone for causing inconvenience.

Hey, friend. I’m sorry that the racing games and lag in Smash have been frustrating you. I know how that feels. If you ever want to 1v1 me in friendlies and see if it’s any better, I’d be happy to oblige. :giggle:
 
Hey, friend. I’m sorry that the racing games and lag in Smash have been frustrating you. I know how that feels. If you ever want to 1v1 me in friendlies and see if it’s any better, I’d be happy to oblige. :giggle:
I appreciate the offer, but maybe not now. I feel like I need someone to talk to, though...

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my school doesn't have spring break this year because they want to deter kids from traveling and spreading the [backstreet boys reunion tour] and idk i just feel like im being punished for other peoples stupidity right now. i need a goddam BREAK
 
This doesn't bother me as much mostly because I'm kinda happy that I'm not big but

I feel like every time I post my art on Instagram, the art I spend the least time on gets the most likes while drawings and paintings I spend a month on will get 2 likes. I understand I have a really small following of like 22 followers and I'm glad I'm not a big artist to the point where I feel pressured to post every week, but it kinda hurts, especially when almost all of your followers on there are your friends who have seen you share it on your story.

my school doesn't have spring break this year because they want to deter kids from traveling and spreading the [backstreet boys reunion tour] and idk i just feel like im being punished for other peoples stupidity right now. i need a goddam BREAK
Yeah, my college has removed spring break too and it's been awful on my mental health .-. From what I'm hearing, it's really not working at all and people still meet up and stuff. Heck, even some people have said they still hear loud music and parties on campus regardless.
 
omg im so tired of all my friends not giving a * that theres a pandemic right now bc they're always going out everywhere;;
idk if im just jealous that im still stuck at home, havent seen any of my friends since last year, but it is just so bothersome. especially one of my friends,, she goes out w a new group of friends everyday, has sleepovers with a friend another day like ??? does her mom just not care ???
 
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still salty that my clip studio paint license ran out, I wish it lasted forever like the one time purchase thing. I guess, it's so you'll buy it when it runs out but still
 
I love my mom, but she’s just... twice as much of a tyrant as usual and I don’t know why
 
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