What's Bothering You?

They keep saying my province has the tightest covid restrictions in all of North America (not sure how true that statement actually is) and they are making them even tighter now.

Police will even be allowed to pull cars over and fine you $700 if you don’t have an essential reason to be out. So visiting my boyfriend a couple towns over will pretty much be a no go. Even though I literally never leave my house other than to see him and vice versa. It’s still too soon for me to move in with him as he doesn’t have a proper house just yet. We also have only had time to see each other on the weekends for the past few months, so time was limited already...

What bugs me the most though is there will still be people who won’t care at all and will still be going out and partying during all this anyways.
 
So I have this really toxic friend, and we kind of got into an argument recently.

long sorry short she shoved me and told me she wanted to fight me today. All in all just treating me like crap. This is wonderful.
 
I slept all day. I’m having a really hard time pulling myself out of this depressive rut and I need to fix my sleep schedule. It’s frustrating waking up when the days already basically over and I don’t have time to get anything done. I also need to eat healthier and get exercise which I’m having a difficult time doing.
 
Holla said:
They keep saying my province has the tightest covid restrictions in all of North America (not sure how true that statement actually is) and they are making them even tighter now.

Police will even be allowed to pull cars over and fine you $700 if you don’t have an essential reason to be out. So visiting my boyfriend a couple towns over will pretty much be a no go. Even though I literally never leave my house other than to see him and vice versa. It’s still too soon for me to move in with him as he doesn’t have a proper house just yet. We also have only had time to see each other on the weekends for the past few months, so time was limited already...

What bugs me the most though is there will still be people who won’t care at all and will still be going out and partying during all this anyways.
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I’m really sorry that you’re not able to visit your S/O, Holla. I know that’s rough and here’s to hoping it doesn’t take us too long to get things back under control 💕
 
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Holla said:
They keep saying my province has the tightest covid restrictions in all of North America (not sure how true that statement actually is) and they are making them even tighter now.

Police will even be allowed to pull cars over and fine you $700 if you don’t have an essential reason to be out. So visiting my boyfriend a couple towns over will pretty much be a no go. Even though I literally never leave my house other than to see him and vice versa. It’s still too soon for me to move in with him as he doesn’t have a proper house just yet. We also have only had time to see each other on the weekends for the past few months, so time was limited already...

What bugs me the most though is there will still be people who won’t care at all and will still be going out and partying during all this anyways.
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I can already see this being a disaster. How is it going to be enforced if there are literally thousands of people out and about, whether or not if they have legitimate reasons to be outside? Seriously, I feel like we're doing worse compared to last year and I hate it. I know for a fact that my dad would be absolutely fuming about this, and rightfully so. A lot of people are turning a blind eye to hard facts and data showing warning signs. Yet the government doesn't seem to be acting accordingly in the proper areas. Cases are rising in factories? Yeah sure, let's close down small businesses further. That'll work! Logic and common sense don't seem to be the motto for them... 🤦‍♂️

People working in hospitals are really having a hard time mentally and it's just a slap in the face when there are others being careless. I'll still do my part to keep others safe, but this is just getting on my nerves because some people are being selfish. Do you have any idea how long I've been waiting to take my road test?
 
I keep trying to stay positive about my identity (lgbt stuff) but I can't help but feel invalidated constantly by my horrible self-esteem and lack of confidence. it's hard to be passing nb when everyone knows you by your old name and as the "cisgender" person you used to be (too many overly conservative people in my life to comfortably come out to everyone). it's also hard to have pride in being apothi/ace when society (and literally everyone in college) pushes hyper-sexuality so much and nobody has any sympathy for anyone who is apothi/ace (prob cause there are likely only about 6 other people in the world who can wholly relate to me so why would they care about being inclusive to those very few who are 100% sex repulsed?). I thought this college was LGBT+ inclusive but they sure don't give a **** about their apothi folk. it's so hard 😞

been trying to contact the office which handles LGBT+ issues that people have but it just happens that they've been closed for like the last 3 weeks I've been trying to contact them. so I can't even get help. it's great.

also i really don't want to but I'm blasting music through my headphones cause the damn frat house across the way wants to have a party when I'm exhausted and my sensory issues are at an all time high. did I mention I absolutely ****ing hate college and being here makes me want to die?


tl;dr i really don't like myself and I especially don't like others (in college)
 
Got a runny/stuffy nose, it's probably just allergies, but it's really annoying. Just out here sneezing over and over like a chihuahua. 😔

Also getting the vaccine tomorrow, which is good, but I also don't do well with injections. I know I'm going to freak the F out once that needle comes anywhere near me. Just hoping I don't pass out like the last time I got a shot. 💀
 
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