What's Bothering You?

Honestly my brain just feels like mush. Stretching and doing indoor exercises helped, but I’m still dreading the seasonal depression. Hot weather, especially in the Summer, makes me depressed and tired. Hopefully getting on my feet for work tomorrow will help.
 
my boyfriend just left but i miss him already 😭
This was me last night as well other than I was the one that had to leave. :(
Today was just a terrible day. I’m not where I should be for my age in multiple aspects. That’s all.
I’m sorry to hear you had a bad day. I’ve definitely felt “behind” for my age before/still do at times. It’s hard but you just have to remember that everyone moves at their own pace. Just do you. I’m sure you will still achieve great things. :)
 
I’m sorry to hear you had a bad day. I’ve definitely felt “behind” for my age before/still do at times. It’s hard but you just have to remember that everyone moves at their own pace. Just do you. I’m sure you will still achieve great things. :)
Can relate on so many levels on this...I'm definitely behind but I didn't really have a good childhood and teen years either :/

Thank you for your words even if they were not aimed at me specifically.
 
Yeah, but the problem with me is that I’m slower than other people at things and not nearly fast enough. I want to be strong enough to not only help myself but others as well, and I can’t do that because I can’t even help myself. I’m almost 24 and still live with my family because I don’t have a lot of money. And when they die I run the risk of becoming homeless. I don’t think I’ll be able to achieve anything great in life. Probably just mediocre at best. Anyway, thanks for the kind words. I’ve pretty much just accepted by now that April is going to suck this year for me.
 
Yeah, but the problem with me is that I’m slower than other people at things and not nearly fast enough. I want to be strong enough to not only help myself but others as well, and I can’t do that because I can’t even help myself. I’m almost 24 and still live with my family because I don’t have a lot of money. And when they die I run the risk of becoming homeless. I don’t think I’ll be able to achieve anything great in life. Probably just mediocre at best. Anyway, thanks for the kind words. I’ve pretty much just accepted by now that April is going to suck this year for me.
Can relate to this even more for good or bad. As someone who is 29, have Asperger and not able to take full-time, long-term jobs I can just hope at least my mom lives for some more good time... Society really needs to, as in my case, do more for high-functioning ASD people.
 
So I finally moved on to s13.. and yeah if s12 finale was a sob fest those 2 first of s13 was even more.. like man how sad will things be..... also like anxiety meta.. first they kill off his character in the s12 finale and then the guy who played him directs the first 3 episodes of 13.. 😭 😭 😭 it's like...sheila tis is a series.. but yeah okay they are awesome actors and characters can't help it man :(
 
I got laid off since the business is expanding and they can’t afford a second employee to handle the new tasks. This is not my month.

On the bright side they offered to give me a letter of recommendation for potential employers.
 
I just need college to be free otherwise I’ll never be able to go 🙃 i don’t want to take our loans for a 2 year degree. It shouldn’t be this expensive 😭
 
i went downstairs to get something as my dad went to the bathroom which is past his bathroom, and he sees that and shuts the door but not all the way. And he washed his hands for not even two seconds and probably with no soap. 🤢
 
I got laid off since the business is expanding and they can’t afford a second employee to handle the new tasks. This is not my month.

On the bright side they offered to give me a letter of recommendation for potential employers.
Omg :( I'm sorry man. I hope you find a new one soon! And yeah that's the good thing about it I suppose, rec's are a lot these days and ages...
 
I keep sleeping for too long, because I'm just too tired. I usually go to bed at about 23:30h (11:30PM) and I put my alarm for 8:15 AM.
Buut.. I always press on "snooze" and then I wake up, realising it's already 10:30 AM 😭
My cats must hate me for doing that two days in a row.. how dare I not give them food at exactly 9:00 AM v:
 
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