What's Bothering You?

I STG I better not have Covid AGAIN due to the carelessness of a coworker AGAIN. Just found out today a coworker has it, after I've already been feeling like the past few days like I have a cold. I thought it was just my period but it may not be.

*Different job but still

Also I think I smell like dog ****. A dog had explosive diarrhea that got on me (not his fault, he's a sweet boy) but there's speckle stains on my pants still.
 
Well today isn't a good day in my neighborhood, so I'll just Spoiler tag the story because I don't want to offend/scare anyone
So I'm not sure what started it, but there is a shooting in my neighborhood right now and I'm scared. I'm in the basement along with my family for safety. Yeah, I'm not sure why this is happening but this is not good. Luckily no one is hurt, but we're still down here for safety. Now, I always have known my neighborhood is bad, but this is beyond anything I've experienced. I just hope I'll be ok by the time whoever is shooting is done.
Also, if I don't make it, feel free to have all my collectibles and tell my friends that I'll miss them in heaven 😭
 
okay wow season 19 series finale episode(s) was just.... who the hell did let you direct them LOL... also you did not go well with that dude, man, why did you marry him oh well hope ur happy lol.

also i wonder if i can still fit size 8(uk) on dresses...
 
Work accident ramble.

It's been a week since I was in an accident at work and it's still giving me anxiety. I drive big trucks that carry containers on the ports property (just like a semi-truck but fully automatic) and I was stopped so that a crane could lift the container off my back. Except somehow the can hit the back of my truck and my whole truck shook and the back had a big gash in the metal. Neither the crane driver or I was injured but it gave me lingering anxiety even a week later.

This is my 3rd accident at work in my truck but the last 2 accidents were deemed not my fault in any way, but it's still scary cause so many of my coworkers have been injured or died. Accidents are so normal that my foreman asked why I bothered to make a complaint about the accident. My whole truck was damaged and I thought I was doing the right thing. It's just cause it happened in the last 15 minutes of the shift, and because of the accident my foreman had to stay late to make a report. All he cared about was leaving on time and I could have been injured. I never wanted to be a longshoreman but now I'm stuck for financial reasons.
 
I ended up deleting the tweet though it was up for 27 minutes so I hope no one saw it 😅. I’m nervous about that and what I posted since I feel like I don’t talk normal or express myself good. And it was four tweets long 😅.

I wish I could just make tweets and not worry about it. Anxiety sucks :/.

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Work accident ramble.

It's been a week since I was in an accident at work and it's still giving me anxiety. I drive big trucks that carry containers on the ports property (just like a semi-truck but fully automatic) and I was stopped so that a crane could lift the container off my back. Except somehow the can hit the back of my truck and my whole truck shook and the back had a big gash in the metal. Neither the crane driver or I was injured but it gave me lingering anxiety even a week later.

This is my 3rd accident at work in my truck but the last 2 accidents were deemed not my fault in any way, but it's still scary cause so many of my coworkers have been injured or died. Accidents are so normal that my foreman asked why I bothered to make a complaint about the accident. My whole truck was damaged and I thought I was doing the right thing. It's just cause it happened in the last 15 minutes of the shift, and because of the accident my foreman had to stay late to make a report. All he cared about was leaving on time and I could have been injured. I never wanted to be a longshoreman but now I'm stuck for financial reasons.

oh wow. I don’t know what to say other than I am glad you are safe and am sorry you have to deal with more crap at work, not to mention the risk and your financial situation. Can you file a complaint about the guy (not that that will do anything)? I wish you could do something without putting yourself at risk of getting injured or killed or losing your job.
 
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I ended up deleting the tweet though it was up for 27 minutes so I hope no one saw it 😅. I’m nervous about that and what I posted since I feel like I don’t talk normal or express myself good. And it was four tweets long 😅.

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oh wow. I don’t know what to say other than I am glad you are safe and am sorry you have to deal with more crap at work, not to mention the risk and your financial situation. Can you file a complaint about the guy (not that that will do anything)? I wish you could do something without putting yourself at risk of getting injured or killed or losing your job.
Thanks for the reply Dun. There's no point in filling a complaint cause he's a foreman with way more seniority then me. Luckily the crane driver stood up for me and said he agreed it was the right decision to make an accident report, despite all of us having to stay late past the end of our shift.

I'll be okay though. I have moments where I hate longshoring but I don't even know what else I'd be doing, so I guess this is good enough for now. Thanks again Dun.
 
I’m trying to draw using shapes and I keep hearing people’s voices echoing outside. I hate noise so much

Edit: Forgot our neighbor is having a graduation party for one of their kids.
 
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My email said my package was delivered even though it WASN'T! 'EXTREMELY. ****ING. PISSED NOW!! USPS BETTER have a good explanation for this!:mad:
check if it was delivered to a different address that is similar to yours. Happened to my family 5 times and we had to drive over to the family that gets our packages.


Right now l'm disappointed about there is only one poppy parker doll that's available and she does have the skin tone l want but she doesn't have blonde hair or black hair. So l probably will have to reroot this doll's hair because its red. Or l should maybe do a wig instead. Lot of money for this doll but l say it's still worth it.
 
Well today isn't a good day in my neighborhood, so I'll just Spoiler tag the story because I don't want to offend/scare anyone
So I'm not sure what started it, but there is a shooting in my neighborhood right now and I'm scared. I'm in the basement along with my family for safety. Yeah, I'm not sure why this is happening but this is not good. Luckily no one is hurt, but we're still down here for safety. Now, I always have known my neighborhood is bad, but this is beyond anything I've experienced. I just hope I'll be ok by the time whoever is shooting is done.
Also, if I don't make it, feel free to have all my collectibles and tell my friends that I'll miss them in heaven 😭

Holy crap, are you and your family okay? I know this was earlier today, but I’m worried.
 
There’s a lady that I’ve just started working with on Saturdays and she sleeps a lot, which in my limited experience doesn’t seem good. I like her, but I don’t want to get too close to her because she will never improve. I get attached to people easily and I don’t want to go through the grief of losing her.
 
The noise is interrupting my concentration. I can’t stand all of the sound—cars, people—it’s mostly the people. Party or not, can’t you keep your volume down or stay indoors?
 
Work accident ramble.

It's been a week since I was in an accident at work and it's still giving me anxiety. I drive big trucks that carry containers on the ports property (just like a semi-truck but fully automatic) and I was stopped so that a crane could lift the container off my back. Except somehow the can hit the back of my truck and my whole truck shook and the back had a big gash in the metal. Neither the crane driver or I was injured but it gave me lingering anxiety even a week later.

This is my 3rd accident at work in my truck but the last 2 accidents were deemed not my fault in any way, but it's still scary cause so many of my coworkers have been injured or died. Accidents are so normal that my foreman asked why I bothered to make a complaint about the accident. My whole truck was damaged and I thought I was doing the right thing. It's just cause it happened in the last 15 minutes of the shift, and because of the accident my foreman had to stay late to make a report. All he cared about was leaving on time and I could have been injured. I never wanted to be a longshoreman but now I'm stuck for financial reasons.
Thanks for the reply Dun. There's no point in filling a complaint cause he's a foreman with way more seniority then me. Luckily the crane driver stood up for me and said he agreed it was the right decision to make an accident report, despite all of us having to stay late past the end of our shift.

I'll be okay though. I have moments where I hate longshoring but I don't even know what else I'd be doing, so I guess this is good enough for now. Thanks again Dun.
I'm sorry to hear about your accident and I'm glad that you're safe! Is there anyone higher than your foreman that you can make a complaint or file a report to? It sounds like your workplace doesn't take health and safety seriously and that really sucks ://
 
I seem to get left out a lot. I'm forgotten about when it comes to inviting/or just knowing about important work meetings that I should be attending. I'm left out when my flatmates cook meals or have drinks. I wish I felt like I was cared about or wanted here, but I can't help but feel like an outsider.
 
still haven't come out to my dad and others and it's really bothering me. also my mom continued to use my old name/pronouns, and when I correct her she just gets all defensive and mad at me for not "being patient." I know she prob needs more time to get used to it but honestly the fact that she keeps getting it wrong 1. makes me feel really uncomfortable and 2. makes me feel like me changing my preferred name/pronouns is a burden and insignificant. and the fact that I'm afraid to tell anyone else (especially my dad) makes me feel invalidated.

I want to go to a pride festival but the one happening nearby won't happen til after I leave to go south. I guess it's not like I could really make friends anyways ://///


also my dad really still tryna force me to do **** even tho I'll literally be 22 in 5 days.
 
medical bills came in yesterday. would have rather just died than gone into the doctor. life is barely worth living as it is now i have to pay sooo much money and i dont even get anything out of it. i hate this. i hate everything. im never going to a doctor again. they didnt even help me at all. whats the point of insurance anyways
 
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