As much of a good day as I had and week, my mood just kind of took a turn for the worse and I cried really hard. It’s not anyone’s fault, online or in real life. It’s just me frustrated with my own weakness again. 

Nah, I love going to restaurants tbh, if anything socialize outside home/work and also looking at people with weird fashion styles lol.So I’m going to a restaurant on Tuesday because I have gift cards for that restaurant, but I realized I have anxiety with eating in front of people, lol. I hope it’s not too crowded. Anyone else feel like people are watching you eat out of the corner of their eye? Lol, I’m usually fine in crowds but something about people watching me eat is kind of weird even though they probably don’t care.![]()
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