xSuperMario64x
call me Bug šØš¦šš
I really hate having no money at all, we're basically flat broke til my dad gets paid a week from tomorrow 
What's Bothering You?
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Gotta hate boomers sometimes. Like clockwork every year, my mom tells me āToday is the anniversary of your godfatherās death. Say a prayer.ā And every year I have to remind her not to remind me of this date. I donāt like remembering that kind of stuff. This year she got offended because I snapped at her.
Remind me of his birthdate instead. Although at this point, I donāt think that I need a reminder because I know it already.
Remind me of his birthdate instead. Although at this point, I donāt think that I need a reminder because I know it already.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug šØš¦šš
i'm feeling overwhelmingly lethargic today (for personal reasons, not bc of bad sleep quality or anything) and I can't seem to make it any better. I've even taken a few naps today, something I never do, because I'm just that tired. I really want to work on my drawing but part of me really wants to just go to bed even though it's only 5pm :////
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm having trouble deciding something. I have $41, which is enough to buy me three Dog Man books. (How convenient, there are three Dog Man books that I have not read yet.) But I don't know whether I should buy it online or in a store! If I wanted to buy the books online, I would have to ask my dad to buy it with his Amazon account and give him my money. Plus, there's a shipping fee and I don't know how long it'll take to get to our house. If I wanted to buy it in a store, my dad would have to drive me to the nearest bookstore and pray that they have Dog Man books, specifically the ones I want. I would have the book right away, but my dad is real finnicky with spending money on gas, and for good reason. But either way, I'm still dependent on my dad to help me get the books. :[
@ZeldaCrossing64 If you want to get them in-store, you could probably call your local bookstore and see if they are in stock. Or if they are a well known establishment like Barnes and Nobles, check online to see if your nearest one has them in stock. That's what I always did whenever I would go out to get something in person. It's a wasted trip to drive all that way and come back empty handed.
i am super tired all of the time lately, and my laptop isn't going to last much longer. i was hoping apple would release updated macbook air's at the past spring event, but it looks like it'll be later this year.
i can hardly google anything anymore without my entire laptop freezing up, much less have more than two tabs open. but i don't want to buy a laptop right now and then have newer ones come out in a few weeks/months. ;;
i can hardly google anything anymore without my entire laptop freezing up, much less have more than two tabs open. but i don't want to buy a laptop right now and then have newer ones come out in a few weeks/months. ;;
Is it possible that a factory reset and defrag would help your laptop? I know I used to do that with my old computers when they were close to being done for. Sometimes it gave it a few more months of life or so. Just be sure to save any important information/documents/and the such if you go this route.
ali.di.magix
šš«šš«
The next few days are going to be painful. I'm so bored of being at home constantly. I need to find ways to entertain myself lol
Bro my back hurts. Like I can't sit up straight or slanted, it hurts when I stand and I can't lay flat on my back either (but also cause I think I got Covid again a while ago and now I can't breathe well when I lay flat on my back, I start coughing. Plus I'm a side sleeper).
This isn't even my normal back pain, which is usually in my shoulder area. Like this is below that, and it feels different from that pain. It hurts in a different way, not in a way that can be massaged out like my other pain (if I don't let it go on for too long). I don't really know how to describe it. I really hope nothing comes of this but its gotten worse since last night when I noticed it. I went to lay on my back (like a dummy knowing I can't lay on my back) and besides my usual coughing my back actually hurt.
It prob happened cause I lift dogs at work, and I prob lifted a dog wrong or it squirmed around too much causing strain on my back. Or cause I'm constantly bending. Idk. What also sucks is that I am the help! I help lift the dogs into the tub cause the person who normally does it also has a hurt back!
This isn't even my normal back pain, which is usually in my shoulder area. Like this is below that, and it feels different from that pain. It hurts in a different way, not in a way that can be massaged out like my other pain (if I don't let it go on for too long). I don't really know how to describe it. I really hope nothing comes of this but its gotten worse since last night when I noticed it. I went to lay on my back (like a dummy knowing I can't lay on my back) and besides my usual coughing my back actually hurt.
It prob happened cause I lift dogs at work, and I prob lifted a dog wrong or it squirmed around too much causing strain on my back. Or cause I'm constantly bending. Idk. What also sucks is that I am the help! I help lift the dogs into the tub cause the person who normally does it also has a hurt back!
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Since I've gotten Type 2 Diabetes my mental state has really hit a new low. I felt like I let myself down.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I hate Math so much. It's so difficult, and I never understand a thing. It's probably my worst class, just behind French. And of course, my brother always has to brag about how he's so fantastical at the subject. 
Different people are good at different things. Math was literally my only good subject. I couldnāt even tell you how many planets there are off the top of my head, though.I hate Math so much. It's so difficult, and I never understand a thing. It's probably my worst class, just behind French. And of course, my brother always has to brag about how he's so fantastical at the subject.
Not that that really matters in the real world. Iād focus on the subjects youāre good at and not worry about what youāre struggling with. I can honestly say none of it is important unless youāre going to college for something related to the subject. I think having basic math skills is important, but not all of that extra **** they try to push on you.
NovariusHaze
Guardian of Faireth
My internet is being slow today
ali.di.magix
šš«šš«
I'm just so sick of my life right now. I can't be bothered explaining things right now. I honestly don't have any energy left. Can I just sleep for the next week?
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug šØš¦šš
I really should give my dog a bath soon bc it's been really wet outside lately and his smell is just 
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
One of my online friends is super upset because one of her online friends deactivated their account. I want to comfort her, but she put "DNIUC" (Dont Interact Unless Close) in her display name, so I shouldn't send her a message right now. I want to comfort her so badly, but I have to respect her.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Its April Fools Day and already people are trying to spread misinformation because they think its "funny" to them.
the way my philosophy teacher lowkey just... doesnāt care or think about her online students? like, i know in-person learning is easier for them because they can actually see their students and interact with them, get to know them better, make sure theyāre doing what theyāre supposed to be doing, etc, but bro? itās literally almost 10 minutes past when class started, and sheās yet to post the link to our google meet for the day. i canāt join a class i never received a link for lmao. she does this a lot, and itās just so annoying. waiting on her makes me anxious because what if she just never posts the link at all, and iām marked absent? again, i canāt attend a class i never get a link for, but still. i donāt want the school calling and my parents getting mad lmao. the fact that i still have to worry about this at 20 also bothers me.
also, i genuinely have no idea who misses more class ā me or her. sheās been gone the entire week (with the class even being cancelled twice due to staffing shortages), and is gone fairly often. i donāt know why, but the amount of times this class has been cancelled since it started in february is just... eef. iām definitely not complaining (though it does suck to wake up for something, only for that something to not take place. thatās an extra hour and 15 minutes of sleep i couldāve gotten lmao), but yikes.
its been almost 20 minutes since class started (or was supposed to start) and still no link. if thereās no link by 9am, iām going back to bed since the rest of my classes are canceled today.
also, another minor bother: why do i find it necessary to say āhappy birthdayā to everyone on here, regardless of their activity status. like, i tried early this morning to only wish the people who have logged on at least once this year a happy birthday, but i just couldnāt do it. i felt like such an ******* for āexcludingā people, even if those people havenāt logged on since last year and may never see my post. i know my daily spam of birthday wishes annoys some people, but i feel like a piece of **** if i donāt do it. you never know whether someone has people in their life that wish them a happy birthday, and even if itās a member that hasnāt logged on since 2020, i never wanna take the chance of them having no one in real life, and then logging on and having no one on here, either. itās a stupid thought process, one that likely will never happen, but itās where my mind goes and itās an unpleasant thought, so. i know how awful it is to feel forgotten about or unimportant on your birthday, and i never want anyone else to feel that way... even if itās just an inactive member on here whoāll never even see the birthday wishes.
iāve wished several inactive members a happy birthday, only for them to log back in hours, days, weeks, months, etc later and see my message. theyāre often appreciative and say that it made their day, that they had/are having a great birthday, and thatās why i do it. even if itās a rare occurrence, how can i care if itās slightly annoying when it can, and has, made peopleās day?
iāve had someone say that my wishes are āhalf-heartedā (which, by the way, they didnāt even say to me directly. they said it on their profile like itās a blog, and i happened to stumble across it. not a great feeling reading that.) and while they may seem that way in appearance, theyāre really not. yeah, itās always a generic āhappy birthdayā with 1-3 random emojis, but i donāt have the energy to be whipping up heartfelt paragraphs for everyone, especially people that i donāt know. everyone deserves to be wished a happy birthday, and i enjoy doing it, but not to the point where i have it in me to write everyone a personalized novel. i barely have it in me to just write āhappy birthdayā somedays. but i do it, because my fear of someone not getting acknowledged on their birthday makes me feel worse than my depression does. i donāt mind doing it, i love doing it, but i still wish my thought process was a little different.
anyways, itās 3 minutes away from 9am now, so... nighty night.
also, i genuinely have no idea who misses more class ā me or her. sheās been gone the entire week (with the class even being cancelled twice due to staffing shortages), and is gone fairly often. i donāt know why, but the amount of times this class has been cancelled since it started in february is just... eef. iām definitely not complaining (though it does suck to wake up for something, only for that something to not take place. thatās an extra hour and 15 minutes of sleep i couldāve gotten lmao), but yikes.
its been almost 20 minutes since class started (or was supposed to start) and still no link. if thereās no link by 9am, iām going back to bed since the rest of my classes are canceled today.
also, another minor bother: why do i find it necessary to say āhappy birthdayā to everyone on here, regardless of their activity status. like, i tried early this morning to only wish the people who have logged on at least once this year a happy birthday, but i just couldnāt do it. i felt like such an ******* for āexcludingā people, even if those people havenāt logged on since last year and may never see my post. i know my daily spam of birthday wishes annoys some people, but i feel like a piece of **** if i donāt do it. you never know whether someone has people in their life that wish them a happy birthday, and even if itās a member that hasnāt logged on since 2020, i never wanna take the chance of them having no one in real life, and then logging on and having no one on here, either. itās a stupid thought process, one that likely will never happen, but itās where my mind goes and itās an unpleasant thought, so. i know how awful it is to feel forgotten about or unimportant on your birthday, and i never want anyone else to feel that way... even if itās just an inactive member on here whoāll never even see the birthday wishes.
iāve wished several inactive members a happy birthday, only for them to log back in hours, days, weeks, months, etc later and see my message. theyāre often appreciative and say that it made their day, that they had/are having a great birthday, and thatās why i do it. even if itās a rare occurrence, how can i care if itās slightly annoying when it can, and has, made peopleās day?
iāve had someone say that my wishes are āhalf-heartedā (which, by the way, they didnāt even say to me directly. they said it on their profile like itās a blog, and i happened to stumble across it. not a great feeling reading that.
) and while they may seem that way in appearance, theyāre really not. yeah, itās always a generic āhappy birthdayā with 1-3 random emojis, but i donāt have the energy to be whipping up heartfelt paragraphs for everyone, especially people that i donāt know. everyone deserves to be wished a happy birthday, and i enjoy doing it, but not to the point where i have it in me to write everyone a personalized novel. i barely have it in me to just write āhappy birthdayā somedays. but i do it, because my fear of someone not getting acknowledged on their birthday makes me feel worse than my depression does. i donāt mind doing it, i love doing it, but i still wish my thought process was a little different.anyways, itās 3 minutes away from 9am now, so... nighty night.
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