not to just come back after a break and vent, but this break has honestly been really stressful. i’m tired of dealing with people who don’t really care about me. i’ve gotten a lot better at dealing with it but i wish i could stand my ground better. my s/o is also going through a lot right now and i don’t always know how to best help him. he’s not the best at explaining his emotions so i guess the best i can do is be there for him. i just don’t like to see him upset.
on top of all that, i caught the virus and have been isolated. i feel okay but not seeing anybody and being stuck in a room for multiple days takes a mental toll on me.
sorry i just needed to let that all out.