My progress report card came this morning, and my parents saw my grades. They (the grades) weren't really the worst, but I still feel bad about them because I feel like it's my fault they're like this.
I can't bring myself to do what my school requires me to because I'm just so tired of everything, and even on the weekends when I have plenty of time to get it done, my family keeps pressuring me to work on house chores instead, and I get so irritated my procrastination gets worse. I wish I wasn't so stubborn about changing myself, especially when it's for my own good.
Also, I still miss my partner and I don't know how long it'll take until our relationship goes back to normal. I know deep down that they still care, but it's never felt the same for me ever since they got that job.
EDIT: I don't want to hurt my partner's feelings in case they read this, so I want to add this: what I was saying earlier was that I'm worried about
us.