My mom told me that I'm the coldest person she's ever met... that I don't show emotion. That respect has to be earned and I didn't earn a lick of it. I hate being told that I don't deserve to be loved or respected by anyone.
I don't show emotion? If anything, I show too much emotion. If I don't show emotion, why am I on the verge of tears when somebody tells me that they're proud of me? If I don't show emotion, why am I having panic attacks over being treated like **** by someone that's supposed to love me? If I don't show emotion, why is this whole situation bothering me so much?