What's Bothering You?

Ughhhhh. Stupid AT&T!!!!! So yday, my oldest and I went to go start the process of upgrading our phones. (And my husbands as well). They didn’t have ANY of the specific phones we were looking to get so while my oldest was contemplating which one he was going to upgrade to by looking at the ones that they have, but knowing we would have to order online for the bigger storage, I went ahead and ordered my husband’s new one online. We decided we would go eat lunch afterward and discuss which phones we were going to do if we were for sure going to do them at all. we had not planned to get the newest ones when we got there but that’s what we ended up doing, but we ended up ordering them online through the AT&T app instead because we wanted the bigger storage. We finally decided what to do and I went ahead and went to the process of ordering online, which we’re going to do the monthly thing and pay the taxes upfront when we ordered and everything went according as planned……. SO WE THOUGHT.

So later on that night, I went to work and I got a text saying that one of the phones had been shipped and a couple hours later I got a text saying they had some kind of an issue with payment and I needed to update. So the thing is is I know how much money is in the bank and I realize it’s Christmas. I’m spending a lot, but I still knew how much money was in the bank so I knew the right amount had been in there to cover it without a doubt in my mind, I couldn’t call yet because I was at work. so the next morning I looked it up on the computer and sure enough the payment I had sent it and had gone through with no problems so I had to call AT&T after being on hold for 52 minutes, I finally got a person. so apparently when we had ordered the phones, my son‘s phone was not in the warehouse so when they only shipped my phone and then later on when they were going to ship his they tried to charge my card again or something which of course is not gonna go through because my bank I hadn’t authorized another payment. And they literally made me pay the tax again on that phone with the promise that they would reimburse my payment from the day before which I thought was absolutely ridiculous. So now, I basically got charged twice for the same phone and they have to refund my money in 3 to 5 business days.
 
So, six days before Christmas, I discover that one of my favorite shows is at risk of being cancelled!!

Basically, a guy was butthurt the show didn’t like his animation and absence, and he was fired… As a result, he reported a false copyright claim and they believed him. It’s really ****ed up, I’m heartbroken that this could happen.

This show has helped and done so much for me, and it would suck for it to end on this note. It’s just delayed for now, and all I can do is continue to support them along with the other fans.
 
I feel embarrassed about something and stupid too :/. It is very minor yet kinda don’t feel like working on my entry now. I kinda feel like I got in trouble even though I didn’t.

Not feeling good all of a sudden. I’m having doubts, triggered by some things, bothered by a bit. I’m hoping this mood will pass.

Tomorrow I have to call a doctor to answer some questions; my mom will help me but I’m still nervous about yhat.
 
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Woke-up with a headache and awful stomach ache. Got up early, took care of the animals, got dressed, and now nursing a can of Sprite until I need to leave for work. Thank god it is a quiet day. I'm the only person working in the department.
It has been 24hrs and the stomachache still persists.

Getting through work was a struggle yesterday, and today will be too. Spent the night on the couch so as not to bother my partner with the constant bathroom visits. I just want this to stop now please. :(
 
I’m horrified (to put it lightly) by some things I saw on my feed on twitter (not surprised though considering what it was about).

I’m a little frustrated with my mood swing. I can’t focus tonight.
 
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Just feeling a little anxious. Ugh.
I guess realistically, I'm just worried. I don't even think it is fair to label it as concerned.
Maybe what I'm worried about is dumb. But I cannot help but feel like we're entering a whirlwind of nonsense... Like we did in 2020 between the drone thing and I guess the h5n1 causing discussions among states about whether to declare a state of emergency or not. California did do far.
Absolutely exhausted... Mentally?
Either way, I'm just gonna try focusing on getting some extra candy made for Christmas and get some more dishes washed today. I have been playing Stardew yesterday because I was in a lot of pain, so I'll probably hop on there today too. Also, a gadget for my legs is suppose to come in today. Idk why I never thought about looking for such a thing before, but it is this thing you strap on, and it puts off heat and has airbags that inflates and deflates. It is suppose to help with pain and circulation. Hopefully it isn't too big for my legs, and hopefully it helps. Idk how long it has been around for. No one has said anything about them to me before, so maybe it is a new item or a scam. Idk.
 
stressing about needing to get two drawings done within the next few days, I wish I could stop doing this to myself so I can enjoy my art again without feeling guilty 🥲

also, fees fees fees galore this holiday season! I legally changed my name and now there's a whole slew of fees. I gotta get my passport renewed and since I'm leaving the country in a month and a half I need to have it expedited. I just had my license renewed and that was a good chunk of money. I hope it won't cost me anything to have my bank cards and insurance and other stuff changed. it's just a whole hassle, I knew what I was getting myself into but ugh 😮‍💨
 
alright....

this isn't really a ''i feel really bad or something'' type of bother.. so no 'hug'' reactions are needed :3

but....
have you ever had a moment where you actually hear a line of a song where you thought you heard something different? .... (i felt i knew how it was sung.. but i wasn't sure...) until just now

for me, it was, until just now... the song ''just begun'' from the slayers anime with the line ''Tada katsu tame ni '' ... i thought she was singing ''tatakau'' tame ni 😅 ahhhhhh!! 😲:rolleyes: but... i think i should've thought about hearing harder 😅 my world got turned upside down... 🤷‍♂️


 
Feeling so stressed and agitated because of work, mostly my coworkers and customers being entitled *******s. I come home for lunch to my dad being pissed, so he takes it out on me. Then Spotify stops working again, but honestly the whole damn platform is infuriating to deal with. I'm tired and pissed, but I got another three hours to endure here.

I still have to get my college stuff in order before my semester starts next month, but I can't bring myself to do it. I was pretty excited to see my family during Christmas... But after finding out my older brother might not even be there, I'm not sure if I feel like going.

Just a bunch of stupid little stuff that piles up, basically. I'm having a ****ing awful day. I wanna go home.
 
Dunno why I look at tweets/youtube comments to see peoples reactions to stuff like movies, music, or video games, all people do on the internet is ***** and moan and spread negativity over the smallest things. I get people have opinions but these morons just ruin everything for me. Social media's just a toxic wasteland.
 
I'm in the process of making cookie dough for Christmas cookies that I'm going to bake on Sunday and Monday. I'm like 75% sure I forgot to add a dry ingredient to one of the doughs but it was already put away in the fridge. Going to test the dough and see if they come out right, and if not, I'll just try to incorporate the ingredient...somehow lol.

So annoyed.
 
My family can't do Christmas shopping until the day after this year. I shouldn't mind, except... Everyone is going to be talking about Christmas online. This isn't a small thing. It's also just not going to feel much like Christmas that day. I do have virtual presents to go open on that day, but it's not going to feel the same without the irl part. I don't know if we're even going to put up the tree and stockings because I doubt there was much gotten earlier this month.
I also had to wait until the day after my birthday for my present and it felt like the most underwhelming birthday I ever had. I can't believe the exact same feeling is going to happen to Christmas.
Also, I don't expect it to be easy to find good presents the day after...

I should also be concerned about grocery shopping because I am stuck eating very poorly again. This has been happening on and off this whole year and I hate it.
 
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