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there was a shooting at a college kind of close today. it’s about the same size college as the one where i work, which is just so unsettling to me.
 
I'm so sorry to hear this xara. I assume it was one of your two kittens? how is the other one doing? I'm at a loss for words but I'll be keeping you in my thoughts 💕

thank you so much. yes, it was one of my two kittens; the tabby (mazikeen) was the one who had fluid in her belly and was much, much sicker than her sister, despite both of them being diagnosed with FIP (originally thought to be FIV) last month.

alize (my other kitten and mazikeen’s sister) is thankfully doing well and is still completely asymptomatic. i’m not sure how mazikeen’s absence is going to affect her, but emotionally and health-wise, she’s okay right now. thank you for asking and for taking the time to respond. 💗

I don't have any words that can make it better, but I'm so, so sorry xara. ❤

thank you so much. ❤️
 
My sleep schedule is a complete mess. I fall asleep between 2-3 in the morning and wake up at 11. I can get away with it since my classes are in the afternoon, but it’s not ideal. Whenever I try to fight it I either fall back asleep and/or stay wide awake when I go to bed earlier.
 
I need some advice. Last year during March I started a conversation with someone because I wanted to be friends with them. They said thanks for the conversation and ghosted me for a year. The only time they replied was when I asked about art commissions. For whatever reason they’re still on my friend’s list even though it’s obvious they don’t want anything to do with me. Should I just unfriend them or should I tell them first?
 
not sure if this topic is against the rules since it's not nudity, technically, porn or sexual. maybe it's considered obscene? idk, i learned about this anatomy in school when i was 8, and i think it's a topic that shouldn't be taboo etc. but just delete it if it's considered inappropriate.
oh my god, i'm in Pain. i have no idea what's going on down there, but i wish it would stop. i know i should probably see a doctor, but, like. that gives me anxiety in general, let alone if they were to do an exam. (not to mention appointments are impossible to get at the minute.) i've tried googling my symptoms as if that's in any way a good source, but for the most part i just end up with results for lichen sclerosus and i'm 95% sure it's not that. (i've also just made myself paranoid that it's vulvar cancer. nice.) i've tried sudocrem and vagisil (canesten is way too expensive rip) to soothe the itching/burning and it does work for a little while, but then it's back on the pain train. i think it's getting better, but i honestly can't tell. sometimes i feel perfectly normal, other times it's agonizing. i think it was caused by having to wear sanitary pads for a straight month, which is why i've now switched to period underwear (cannot recommend enough btw), but i can't tell for certain. if any women see this and have any advice or went through similar experiences and might know what's up, please feel free to reach out. i'm dying over here T^T
 
I am so pissed off today. My coworker is out of office and apparently I'm the backup? The latest contact sheet I downloaded never had me even listed as a backup or teritiary. Someone changed it and never notified me or sent an email. I have absolutely no training on this account. I've had anxiety all morning trying to balance my own accounts, calls, emails... This is just absolute bull. In no way is this my fault.
 
If it would help put your mind at ease to discuss your symptoms with someone with a biomedical background (I'm a scientist rather than a healthcare practitioner, so I can offer information and reassurance but not a diagnosis) you are welcome to contact me. I'd like to think the information I can volunteer will be more helpful and less scary than the NHS website. I understand of course if you're not comfortable with this.
 
so yeah now i need to make 3 new friends ...like wtf pogo i'm not made of friends playing pogo lol. guess i'll just ask people to delete and re-add me -_-
 
If it would help put your mind at ease to discuss your symptoms with someone with a biomedical background (I'm a scientist rather than a healthcare practitioner, so I can offer information and reassurance but not a diagnosis) you are welcome to contact me. I'd like to think the information I can volunteer will be more helpful and less scary than the NHS website. I understand of course if you're not comfortable with this.

i think it's doing better today? but if it keeps persisting and/or get worse, i'll definitely shoot you a message! thank you <3
 
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