What's Bothering You?

I always feel tired, dude. Might be due to all the caffeine - the coffee and tea's and the what-have-you's. And, I have developed a psychological need to drink coffee or tea. Though I excessively sleep a lot... need to get this thing checked out.
 
0ni said:
This is awful, I'm so sorry - I hope your little bird friend gets better. Unexpected vet visits are awful, I hope you are doing ok 💚
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Thank you! He is home now and seems to be feeling more like himself. Still not exactly sure what was going on with him, but I'm glad he's eating and chirping like usual! Thanks for your kind thoughts—I appreciate it!
 
have found myself amidst a depressive episode. spent the last few weeks going off of random bursts of energy and feeling bored with the lack of activity in my life and now the world’s moving too quickly and my brain’s foggy and completing even the simplest of tasks has me feeling like i’m being physically weighed down by something. this sucks ass lol.
 
My left knee is in discomfort despite me not doing anythin to strain it today🙃 Today is my day off from work so it's not like I was standing all day, I've been sitting for 95% of the time today. I have to keep it straight and not bent, cause bending it will cause it some stiffness.

Man I really must have injured myself back in my sophomore year of high school, cause that's when it started giving me problems. That was roughly 5 or so years ago.
 
I remembered the lyrics of a song on my ex’s bitter breakup playlist and I became angry again (it was “The Pleasure Principle” by Janet Jackson). It reminds me how they kept so many resentments internally while saying nice things to me. I assumed I was doing fine since that’s what was communicated to me. I feel like they expected me to read their mind, both during and after the relationship.
 
firecrackers. Someone is shooting firecrackers. they better not do this at 4 am like they sometimes do. It sounds more like gunshots (I don’t have ptsd). i hate fireworks and crackers now thanks to the neighbors I have that shoot them all year round. i get so many intrusive thoughts. and then the constant yapping of the dogs at night too irritate me.
 
best friend probs again ??? :<
honestly i would drop her if she wasnt the only one who bothers to talk to me everyday besides my bf. shes hung out w this one group of friends like 3 days in a row now and idk tbh i do feel jealous yes but at the same time im sad bc i can tell those friends r not good for her but im not gonna just outright tell her that. they literally do weed n idk what other drugs they might use but i just want whats best for my bsf and thats not good??? we’re literally like 17. idk i also just feel like that one friend who never wants to do anything and i lowkey feel like a “goody two shoes” compared to her and im starting to feel insecure abt our friendship. also the fact that she still says she wants to hang out w me but doesnt rly bother trying to ask me when she can come see me.. and it makes me even more sad bc i dont even think my parents like her and if i were to ask if she can spend the night they’d probably say no. idk anymore and i really dont want to drop her as a friend bc again shes really the only one who talks to me and im so close to her i cant imagine leaving the one friend who actually somewhat cares about me :/
 
I constantly I have to bottle up my feelings because my parents hate when I'm mad and they always keep telling me to "fix my face" and it just makes it more harder on me. I go into my room breaking down crying silently. I keep wondering to myself "Why am I stuck living with them and they are just restricting of what I want to do?". Life has gotten so much harder since the Pandemic and I've really became more depressed and lost because I had to deal with the verbal abuse with my parents. I really hate feeling like this, because it just puts me in a really sour mood when I am forced to do things for my parents just to get what I want, but this is what I have to deal with. I wish I can job, get money, and move out this home I'm living in with my parents, but sadly due to the pandemic it has gotten so much harder. My parents are the reason why I am sad most of the time and why I don't feel comfortable socializing with anyone else. 😭
 
My bunny appears to be constipated. He isn’t eating a lot. And he can’t seem to get comfortable and lays down only to get back up. He seems angry after leaving his litter box because he runs out kicking imaginary dust. I’m worried that he’s eaten some carpet because we’ve been having problems getting him to stop digging at it lately. I’m debating wether I should call the vet right now or not. I’m stuck working 10 hours tomorrow and I’m going to be worried about him even though he won’t be alone. I seriously don’t know what I would do with myself if anything ever happened to him.

edit: I’ve taken his crunchys (pellets) away and rubbed his stomach for a little while. He just ate quite a bit of cilantro so I’m feeling a little better now. Might still take him in tomorrow, but at least he’s eating something which is a good sign I just wish he’d eat his hay.
 
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Don't feel great. Dehydrated, headache, low energy, and stomachache. Think I'm just going to lie in bed watching old school Pokémon instead of being productive. Thankfully it's a holiday!
 
another week of classes :,,,,,,,,)

I saw in my journal from when I was in my senior year of HS that I missed an entire week of classes (prob bc I had a lot of stress/anxiety issues, much like I do now). what I wouldn't give to just take a week off and do nothing 😭😭😭😭
 
I was excited to learn that Arena of Valor is on Switch, only to find out after waiting for to install and getting through the bot battles that it's dead because the company no longer updates it. Disappointing. I enjoyed it on mobile a couple years back but due to problems with my hands and wrists I can't really play mobile games anymore.
 
Totoroki said:
My bunny appears to be constipated. He isn’t eating a lot. And he can’t seem to get comfortable and lays down only to get back up. He seems angry after leaving his litter box because he runs out kicking imaginary dust. I’m worried that he’s eaten some carpet because we’ve been having problems getting him to stop digging at it lately. I’m debating wether I should call the vet right now or not. I’m stuck working 10 hours tomorrow and I’m going to be worried about him even though he won’t be alone. I seriously don’t know what I would do with myself if anything ever happened to him.

edit: I’ve taken his crunchys (pellets) away and rubbed his stomach for a little while. He just ate quite a bit of cilantro so I’m feeling a little better now. Might still take him in tomorrow, but at least he’s eating something which is a good sign I just wish he’d eat his hay.
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This happens to my bunny sometimes so my vet gave me a packet of this stuff called "critical care" and it's a powder you mix with water. You'd have to syringe feed your rabbit the mixture but it's purpose is to get rabbit guts moving again. Unless you already knew all this haha. The packet I got was pretty big and under 20 bucks so it's an affordable option and it's vet approved!

Also I hope your rabbit is feeling better today. They always get sick at the worst times.
 
oak said:
This happens to my bunny sometimes so my vet gave me a packet of this stuff called "critical care" and it's a powder you mix with water. You'd have to syringe feed your rabbit the mixture but it's purpose is to get rabbit guts moving again. Unless you already knew all this haha. The packet I got was pretty big and under 20 bucks so it's an affordable option and it's vet approved!

Also I hope your rabbit is feeling better today. They always get sick at the worst times.
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Thank you. He’s doing better today he’s eating his hay and greens we’re soaking them in some water because he doesn’t seem to be drinking enough. He’s outside running around right now getting some exercise. Hopefully he continues to do well.
 
Vrisnem said:
Don't feel great. Dehydrated, headache, low energy, and stomachache. Think I'm just going to lie in bed watching old school Pokémon instead of being productive. Thankfully it's a holiday!
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I hope you feel better now or soon if not now. 🍀🙏

I went back to sleep after going to the dentist since i kept waking up this morning. I should have taken my anxiety medicine first since now I feel kinda crappy 😅. Lesson learned for next time. Also pulled in OPTC (multi) and again in Last Cloudia (single) and ugh... 😭 Not given up on LC (will try again when I earn more free crystals until this banner ends since this is my favorite character), but can’t do the same in OPtC and should have waited for a better banner. You would think by now I would learn.

Overall, I am actually not too bad today. Not sure what to do since I am feeling tired still and a bit depressed regardless. If only my bday would come sooner so I could play Pokemon snap and share funny pictures with Pyoopi. 🥴😋 I may try going to harv’s island and maybe try putting together a mini story for my island journal. Problem is that I’m feel lazy and sleepy and having some mood swings right now.
 
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